A.brighter.WORLD.

2010-10-14T00:37:00.003+08:00

neverending apologies to not updating.

holidays are not holidays.
its like a celebrity bootcamp. well not celebrity but definitely boot camp
let me show you my routine for the whole day

day 1:
0630 wake up
1000 leave home for lunch outside
1400 dance training for non-SIP students
1700 travel to sengkang
1830 start practice with instructor(choreography blahblah cleaning up blahblah)
2315 take 372
2340 take 109 and officially leave sengkang
0000 reach home
0230 sleep

day 2
just copy and paste from the above

what an active lifestyle i have
if its not these, we would be sourcing materials to do costumes, accessories, outfits, or tailors and crack our heads at costume designs.
oh ya. still got making of props and constant topping up of ezlink card

and this time round, dancing on stage is not the same anymore.
expressions more, remember coordination, position, steps and most importantly
WHICH CAMERA IS SHOOTING
you have to be like constantly looking out for which has the red light.
plus after dance, cannot go straight off stage. the host will say something and we have to respond or whatever...
goshhhh

Dhool 2010 will be telecasted on 16th oct 7.30pm vasantham central
meanwhile if u tune into that channel as and when, you may get a glimpse of us!!!!

must support us yeah!!!!

TP UNIFIED!!!

from now on i will try to update when are the recordings.
tickets are complimentary.
but the qualifying rounds tickets are over. LOL...oops didnt tell anyone i was having this thing on.
but from now on...will update
so if you guys want the tickets, msg/fb/email me yeah? anyway to contact me luh HAHA

the show will be hosted in tamil
venue: mediacorp
time: tbc
its okay if you dont understand. just come down to get a feel of everything and enjoy the dances also can!!

pssst mad hungry now. but its okay i shall just go and sleep.
gosh flu just passed and now im losing my voice. OH NO
andand went to watch BURIED with 3 other UNIFIEDS just now...
haha basically the whole show is about this paul something guy in a wooden box, underground, him making lots of phone calls, scribbling lots of phone numbers and notes here and there, banging on the torch to make it work a million times, lighting up his lighter, torch or whatever that emits light thats all.

casts
1 male actor(ryan reynolds)
2 calefares one of which dies after 5 secs of going on air but has her voice played again for 5 secs and another one which is so blur i couldnt make out was he a pole? or a man
dozen different voices which i think are the same few people faking accents

props
1 wooden box
1 zippo lighter
1 hip flask
1 mobile(cool one in arabian language)
1 lousy torch which can switch from yellow to red light
1 knife
1 pencil
1 pen which he discovers quickly is useless (it ran out of ink)
2 glow stick
1 snake(rattle perhaps)
2 strips of cloth
LOTS OF SAND

if people talk about ryan reynolds next time...i will remember him as,
ohhh the guy who was in the box

imagine for the whole movie,
you just see him struggling in a box
how engaging can this be?

true, there were some good parts like how he did not give up hope till the very end
but seriously,
i paid 7 bucks to eat oreo icecream flavour, fairprice bbq flavoured potato chips, watch a guy in a box and checked my hp for the time, twice
which i NEVER did on all my movie trips
but the other 3 UNIFIED though otherwise.
they thought it was touching
esp the part where he was having a "last" phone call with his wife telling her he will be fine and im going to be home soon. with all the i love you stuff,
i was literally rushing them to finish their convo so we could continue watching the rest of the movie.

then nana told nandhini this about me...
if her husband were to call her and tell her he will be home, she will say this
: oh. im so sorry dear, left my phone at home when i went to the market. huh? you be home late? okay love you bye

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA goshhhh hopefully that will never happen HAHA

but nope...
im not going to say the ending.
HAHAHAHA

bye!!!
0153

2010-09-13T19:45:00.002+08:00

well, this post was supposed to be written on 9 sept. after my last paper

to beena: HAHA had a wonderful time "studying" with you and david and leelin
not exactly studying together coz we were at different benches HAHA hope you enjoyed the stress management tips i have for you!!
1) think of me
2) drink milo
3) think of me again (it always works)
HAHA and yup i really appreciated that you told me leelin said i had the smart face HAHA and that i was cute/pretty (you forgot HAHA) but the funniest was he never expected someone like me with my personality would actually study HAHAHAHAHAHA
thats hilarious. but it certainly motivated me to give all my best in everything i do. help me thank him if you ever see this post kays!! had fun eating with you in the insect infected prata shop where we kept moving our table around HAHA,
and all the moments where i managed to shock you HEHE
lunch from engine with you guys
taking bus 15 together
and laughing at my crisscrossed marked legs derived from lying on the benches.

to jiamin: is it really that obvious who i was talking about in my previous previous post?

2010-09-13T19:22:00.003+08:00

emo post coming up

can someone just tell me to hang in there and not give up?
now that exams are over, i have loads of free time to let my small mind wander about.
just hoping no re-run of subjects or supp paper.
emoemo now.
listening to all the songs you brought into my life.
songs i would never know if i never met you.
i kind of regretted wishing for all these to even happen in the first place.
wishes were never meant for such things
how i wish i could just forget everything
or at least learn how to let it go

i've moved on from the previous feelings.
and i don't want to ever go back there again.
for fear that things would repeat itself or even continue from there on.

well, i know i really should talk to you about all these.
but would you even care? would you even show that you care?
pointless. its all pointless. its just like a birthday candle slowing burning itself out.
theres nothing you can do about it. either you let it die out itself or you just blow it out.
what's the use of pretending i don't care and i am happy the way i am?
when in fact i care a hell lot and im dying inside bit by bit
the only one going through all this shit is me.
and to think that i am the one who walked into this pile of shit myself.

getting myself all worried and uptight just knowing you got a cut,
and you not giving a shit about anything else really shows how much you care
even if the care he shows is fake and that he has a motive, at least i could feel his concern about me.

letting you certainly has way more advantages that holding on to that hope that something might happen.
at least im freeing myself.
of all these confusion, drama, misery and heartache

maybe, maybe im better off like that.
i just have to take the first step.
putting you away.
its gonna be hard.
theres gonna be tears and frustration
but isn't all these the process of moving on?

i've held on for long enough i know.
if something was meant to happen. it would have happened long time ago.

i dont care if you would read this.
although i wished you would.
but even so...would it change anything?
would you even care?

2010-08-31T15:21:00.002+08:00

this is real mad. can you believe i haven't blogged for so long? hope poeple won't stop visiting..
nothing much has actually been going on.

1st: just went for my teeth extraction.
haha 5 to be exact.
actually is i dont like them so i went for the extraction HAHA
no luh. coz 4 is my wisdom tooth. then the 5th is this extra tooth near my sinus cavity. the doctor say even if i dont remove them, they will grow out sooner or later so might as well bear the pain altogether.
so was i was in desperate hunger for close to a week already.
great dieting plan uh.
so for those who want to slim down don't hesitate to extract some tooth.
HEHE gonna post up alot of pictures soon...emphasise on the soon.

2nd: i finally know who really cares about me.
through this tooth extraction period, it is as clear as spring water who cares about me. well at least who shows that he cares about me.
im terribly afraid that my feelings will stray. its just that easy of the things you do. or rather, not do. could it be that your way of showing concern is different? i dont know. but it has somehow affected my decision. insensitiveness. you have to change that part of yours. other that that, i don't think the rest of you have flaws. i really cant make the decision with you acting like that. uncaring. whereas on the other hand, someone that i once hated to the bone actually took the initiative to ask me how is my mouth. accompanied me to message and chat on the phone although there was a limit to how i could talk and even offering solutions to my discomforts and problems. he was willing to hear me talk. it is getting more and more obvious of my use and importance to you. do you think that by calling to chat often is going to help anything? its just a phone call. i have told you about my insecurities. but yet, it seems futile. such that i dont think by talking to you its gonna help anything. you dont even pay attention to what i have to say. whats the use of saying then? i have accepted many of your traits and habits. shouldnt you at least take time to understand me? i dont think you even know much about me after all these years. its really pointless for me to keep on writing.

3rd: exams are coming
as usual, haven't start studying. musn't procrastinate already. but everythime its suitable to study, i cant study. and whenever its an inappropriate time to study, i find it strangely conducive to study. and now im hungry again. hope for the best.

4th: IM REALLY HUNGRY

5th: watch vampire diaries.
goodness. finished watching last month. but whenever damon salvatore's (ian somerhalder) scene comes on i could just melt. his eyes are like ahhhhhhh and his abs.... goodness can anyone get any hotter? HAHA stefan salvatore(paul wesley) too!! his tattoo makes him so complete and hot too HAHA i know. so not me right? but they are really like.....HAHAHAHAHAHA thats enough bye!!

2010-07-12T23:43:00.007+08:00

i have 3 things to talk about in this post.

1)as august draws near,
i have to make a decision.
i really have no faith in it. i feel that im so much better off alone in my current situation. why get myself into problems that might eventually ruin our friendship?

this describes most of my emotions now.

wish i could let go, but i just cant seem to get over you

I LOVE MUSIC. they always seem to describe what im feeling

i missed my chance
had a way of looking you up. but i let it go. if we had affinity, we would definitely meet again. we shall see, we shall take a gamble

2)TPIDG is thinking of taking part in Vasantham's signature group dance competition DHOOL this year. registration is now open. our instructor strongly encouraged us to get more exposure on tv. only 8 dancers are chosen. im one of them. should i take up this opportunity?
if i discuss this with my mum, she would definitely say no. but it has been one of my many dreams to take part in a national dance competition. but i know i have to conc on studies. but studying is soooo BORINGGG
should i take up this opportunity in secret? yeah. i should.

3)SELLING

Rimmel London Sexy Curves Waterproof Mascara
Long-lasting. No flaking or smudging. Water-based formula is gentle on lashes. Quick and easy to remove with regular eye makeup remover*. 001 Black. 8mL
UP $18.90
Selling Price $16.00
recently bought it but didnt like it. barely one week old. hoping to sell off asap as its taking up space in my home. price is negotiable. superb condition. used only once. thats how i realised it wasnt my type
interested parties contact me at frenzy_angel11@hotmail.com
*as stated in website

signing off, 0015

2010-07-07T09:38:00.003+08:00

im such a kind soul,
just now as i was making my way to AS,
saw this girl standing outside a taxi and had this hunch we were going to have some form of interaction.
true enough, she approached me to see if i had a change for bucks.
i told her no.
and then my smart brain found a solution.
i told her i would lend her 10bucks first and i would leave my contact number with her. so she could pay me back.
i trust her.
so its up to her conscience to contact me and pay me back now. coz i dont have her contact number. HAHA
its really so RANDOOOMMMMM
lets hope she does. i got a feeling.......shhh cant say it out. if not it will not be true.
i have a feeling i will meet someone new today.
lets wait and see.
i mean theres psycho lec today, anything can happen.
signing off, 0945

2010-07-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

it seems like im still doing fine without you. but can i really?
maybe for the time being.

2010-07-02T13:14:00.002+08:00

today was a fine and neutral day until i saw XXXXXXXXXXXXX
started all my pms.
what the hell.
tsk. shall ignore her presence yes. i have much much better things to do.
like facebook.
signing off, 1315

2010-07-01T21:39:00.002+08:00

dont you have facebook?
its a pain to wait for the add.
i really cant find you. please hurry up and find me.
could this be the end?
please dont let it be

我的心, 有那么被动摇了一下,
拜托你, 赶快把我拉回来. before its all too late

2010-07-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

this road just isnt worth it if the user isnt even sure of its usage

2010-06-30T17:21:00.003+08:00

emo post coming up...WEEEE BOOOOMMMM!!!!

ya. i dont think its the pms this time round.
but im starting to have doubts.
it just so happens that when you are not active in my life,
alot more people are.
i've started to question myself again.
is this what i really want?
i saw this coming a long time ago.
but at that time, you were there to give me the strength and assurance to carry on.
but now?
i can hardly even feel your presence.
if this is making me so stressed up,
i dont see the point in bringing it up to the next level.
why not just let everything stop here when its not hurting so much.
free us both to have greater freedom.
i wasnt meant to walk down this road anyway.
i thought it could be just me being paranoid.
but even my mum could sense it. she told me that she wouldnt wish to see me walk down the same path that she did.
if i were to give an analogy for the situation that i am in now,
its would be that i see a pile of dog poo on the floor and yet i find something to trip over so i could fall face flat in it.
dont you think things would be much much simpler if i just walk round the poo?
the poo will maintain its shape and wont get hurt
neither would my face.
isnt this much much better for everyone?
i think the problem,
really lies with me. i am unwilling to try. i would say that its because of the past that is making me wary. but now, i would say these are all bullshit, excuses.
im just putting them together so i could complete the puzzle piece. which would just fall out minutes later because they were never meant for each other.
you get what im trying to say?
i dont care if you ever get to read this.
i dont care if you ever understand what im blabbering about.
im just seriously considering to end everything off here.
all my hopes and dreams, lets just let it disappear.
i know it will hurt like shit.
but i believe both of us will get over it as soon as we meet better ones.
you said i was the best you ever wanted. i never saw myself in that way. thanks for making me feel special.
we've had good memories. thats all i ever wanted.
sure if really things go along like how i would plan it to be,
things would get awkward.
maybe not for you, but it will for me.
will our friendship be ruined?
i dont want that to happen.
looking back at the posts i typed,
im glad and shocked at the same time
glad that i had it recorded down.
shocked that i actually ever felt that way.
i guess people do change.
im afraid of opening up because im afraid someone would use that against me
i dont want that to happen again.
there are times i would feel that i cant live without you, constantly thinking and missing about you.
but there are also times when i would just treat you as a best friend of mine.
what is this supposed to mean?

signing off, 1743
i dont think this is love

2010-06-24T15:24:00.002+08:00

its hard to say im not affected by it.
im not going to deny it either.
i am affected by it.
but i have to accept it anyway.
just learn to grow up.
i cant live in the eyes of a child all my life.
there will be a day where i will mark the start of my life.
the real start.

signing off, 1527

2010-06-20T03:02:00.001+08:00

guess what.
what.
im hungry.
so?
and i just brushed my teeth.
guess another what.
what.
im still here HAHAHA. okok really off now. bye 0303 ooo nice number HAHA

2010-06-20T02:44:00.003+08:00

oh man, you silly boy.
getting touched all over just because i waited for you on fri and today
andand, calling me at 0000 plus to prank me. HAHA say even if you got problem, it will be missing me LOL dots
andand, calling again at 0100 plus and was shocked i was still awake.
you cute luh LOL
and to repay me for my kindness i have to that and that? LOL. go hug a tree then. its eco friendly HAHAH
kay. i want sleep sleep.
nites!
and and i love you, you, you, you, you, you, and you. [readers] HAHAHAHAHA
<333

signing off, 0258
ooooo all the numbers are in a line on the keypad. LOL nite!!!

2010-06-18T13:44:00.001+08:00

burp.
im back again.
zzzz moodswing. kinderbueno doesnt help already.
OH YA!!!!
must remember to buy kinderbueno later.
mm correct.
haha. in library now. even more dots
havent select the module thingy and my cds. LOL
just now was comm meeting. loads of stuff to do.
ARGHHH
kay. bye.

signing off, 1401

2010-06-17T02:26:00.003+08:00

hey there.
hahaha i dont know what made you think i would get mad at you if you told me that.
but im glad you told me you smoked yesterday.
seriously, i am
at least you told me. rather than hide it from me.
true, i know quitting is hard. but i know you can do it.
its not as if im telling you to stop immediately. but slowly does it.
the last time you smoked was in april and now is like what. 17 june. from april till 15june is really a long time.
keep going...i will support you.
theres no use in saying sorry to me. you should say sorry to yourself. because its your body that you are harming. not mine. i dont mean it in the harsh way. but yeah, i hope you get it.
and yeah, you were right. im doing all this is because i care about you and you know that.
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU!!!
i will be waiting for the day when your lungs are officially a smoke-free zone.

andand, you this dumbdumb
next time don't think i will call you.
coz i know you today have work. so im not disturbing you.
who knew you took off to go out with me but thought i would call?
LOL.
yesterday so funny!!
you were calling me and all i did was
mmmm ahhh ohhh all the way through HAHA
then you keep asking me to go back to sleep and saying sorry LOL
haiya i really very tired already. nites..^^

signing off, 0300

2010-06-05T10:13:00.003+08:00

GO NOWWW

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2010-06-04T14:59:00.001+08:00

ding dong bell ding dong bell pussy in the well
fangmin is playing with my hairrrr

2010-06-04T14:31:00.002+08:00

sucking one mentos in my mouth,
facebooking,
breathing.
very no life right.
HAHA
I DONT CARE!!!
i feel a burp coming
its out HAHAHA
wait i listen story first

2010-06-04T04:18:00.000+08:00

wed ain say i look FRESH hahas
just now called jm. she say to wake her up at 5am. HAHAHAHAHAHA
later must remember to call pingpongball. somebody haolian taking driver's license. alamak. need call his house. nervous sia HAHA.
too long never call people's house
HAHA
kaykay
really need to SLEEP
NITEEEE

2010-05-31T04:03:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA im still here.
LOL
i haven't find food,
i haven't read that slide
like i was supposed to...=x HAHA
wadeva. shall fall into a state of depression tomorrow.
NITESSS
signing off, 0404[ALAMAKKKK!!! so late alr!!]

im missing you already

2010-05-31T02:35:00.005+08:00

just realised my only pen is with my fren now.
and i am having tests this whole week
hmm
i wonder how people find the motivation and blah to study?
ive been procrastinating from goodness knows how long till now.
on the day of the test and i only finished reading the first topic. introduction
goodness gracious me
i need motivation
and yet im blogging and facebooking.
someone needs to throw me to the bottom of the sea
turn me into a sexy mermaid
where technologies are impossible to have because of the watery environment
i think by then my life would be normal.
okays. shall read one more slide, refresh facebook, wash up and SLEEP
nono. find something to eat first.
hmm shud i eat yoghurt again? NOOOOO! where got people keep eating yoghurt? siao ah? ya.

today total fail.
went to changi airport to study with rt.
went to t2. mac full. trained to t3
colour colour at the crayon section. got kids cut my queue for the singapore zoo lor. PEKCHEK!
kope papers.
went to the emboss thingy. started embossing stuffs onto the kope-d papers.
got one boy take 2 of my paper leh!! thief!
but he give one to his mummy. so i forgave him
then he like psychopath likedhat forcefully pushed the paper(with one embossed print) into the rubbish bin.
i scold him pervert[in mandarin]
had char kway teow for dinner
went off at 1930
went to fairprice. bought lemons and pokka milk coffee. wanted to try HAHA
went to minitoons
bought some glow in the dark stuffs. took bus back tgt
was on the bus and i realised the glow in the dark had 2 pieces!!!
i was so excited and happy lah HAHA
andand reached home.
SLEEP-ed
woke up.
awhile later pingpongball called. chatted.
he so cute luh! hahas
laugh until freaking funny. cannot stand him HAHA
dont want to touch me huh.
my bodyguard huh.
you are going to get it the next time i see you MUAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
okay im officially hungry now. shall hunt for food. nitenite!!
signing off, 0259

i cant believe you're not perfect. but i know no one is

2010-05-28T09:06:00.001+08:00

DID YOU KNOW
Kissing is healthy.
Bananas are good for cramps.
Chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
Its true. Guys DO insult you if they like you.
Having someone rub your tummy when it hurts actually helps it.
89% of guys would want girls to make the first move.
Girls love it when Guys hug them from behind the waist.
Girls love it when guys let them wear their hoodie or jacket.
Guys think its cute when you mess up.
A true friend will NEVER judge you.
There is only one guy who is worth your tears.
If you have a dream about someone, then that person went to sleep thinking about you.

wow. although most probably they are fake, its nice knowing it might be true.

2010-05-27T10:41:00.001+08:00

very worried. super
shall get my doubts sorted out ASAP. to put my heart at ease

2010-05-27T03:39:00.002+08:00

reached home on 26thmay at 9pm.
watched tv until fell asleep
woke up at 12 or 0041
went to computer
fell asleep until pingpongball call me.
talked awhile. both of us were tired and we put the phone down.
i fell asleep again. woke up at 0235
started fi tut, packed bag and here i am.
so my whole night was spent sleeping and waking, sleeping and waking.
oh ya. my bloody wisdom tooth very pain!
cannot even talk or eat properly.
i think i will lose weight again. well thats it until i get something done about it. it even hurts when i move my mouth!
today was very very hungry for dinner.
went to eat with ain. but after the food came, i could not gobble it down like i would. instead i took like small little bits. bite until i no more appetite already sia. TSK! ended up ain inherited 3 spoonfuls of rice and 1 chicken wing.
i reached home hungry like poot. but no appetite eat cause of the tooth.
hahas okay going to sleep now. nitenite!!
signing off, 0345
bus squeezing again tomorrow. shall leave earlier to take 15. HA~HA~ laugh at myself first cause it will never happen. NO! must believe myself. i will try. NIGHTS!

2010-05-26T17:13:00.002+08:00

i was so touched during apel lesson today.
felicia was my "angel"
she said she appreciated that i gave her words of comfort when she was feeling down. like my words did help her.
srsly i got a shock when i was the one felicia had chosen. until i huh-ed very loud lor.
then after she finished her words, i went awwwww. i feel touched.
i replied to her that i did not know i could impact someone else's life the way i did to hers. i only did what i should and could have.
it felt good. HAHA
feli, if i got type anything wrong or missed out anything, leave a message okay HAHA
and thankyou for telling me that!! lol. i said welcome to her!! hahas so fun.
this is one of the few apel lessons that i feel useful to me.
psst. i just said hi to jiamin and she told me bye. HAHAHAHA anyhow only this girl LOL
kaykay i feel like shitting.
ANYWAY. i saw vern at the library stircase just now hahas. random place huh. but yeah. later i die die will ask what is the name of that laptop guy.
not fair hor. he know my name but i still dont know his. HAHA
okay. that shall be my goal for today.
mouth pain uhhhh.that stupid wisdom tooth anyhow grow. also dontknow whether coming out anot. must make appointment to do xray.
okay thats all readers. byebye
shall think of something interesting to blog about soon.
ps. the spacebar of the school keyboard abit sotsot one.
okay. byebye

2010-05-26T02:08:00.002+08:00

was researching for my project and found these
hater blog on durian. funny luh. the way the describe the smell
http://www.confabulist.com/confabulist/2002/07/nature_most_fou.html
haha on this link too.
http://www.freepatentsonline.com/5897714.html
pingpongball call me just now.
the topic today was. ummm quite dirty hahas
so at the end he was like. eh why i toking these kind of things to you? pollute you only. sorry sorry. hahas cute luh LOL
toking about cpus and thumbdrive. 8mb thumbdrive
piercings there. dotdotdot haha
yesterday, 25may that call, pingpongball was talking and i was so tired i practically fell asleep a few times. hahas he wasnt boring. i was just too tired.
pingpongball said one of the reasons why he like me is coz my attitude is different from other people.
so i went to ask rara girls today.
jm say my childishness or rather childlike is different. hmm
and then i hide my maturity. ask me to hide it more often. so can be young. HAHA she knows me too well LOL
i always thought im no different from other people. doesnt seem like it now.
pingpongball also told me we had telepathy and if i think of him yesterday, 25may, he would call me. HAHA
tried. but apparently failed LOL forgot to mention today LOL. nvm
tmr got nls project. fpqa project sharing. psycho lec.should bring jacket?
hmm i shud, or maybe i shudnt. well idk. somebody tell me.
finally ive recovered. but not fully. finished eating all the terrible antibiotics.
boring stuffs. okay byebye!! nitenite

oh ya. to the one who had internal conflict just now. jiayou okay. believe in yourself. you'll never know whether the decision is a right or wrong one until you have gone through the whole process. no one but you and ur beliefs are fit enough to judge you.
signing off, 0237

2010-05-24T02:33:00.002+08:00

i thought there would be no moon tonight. or rather now.
but as i was stretching myself, i saw the moon hiding at a different corner of the sky tonight.
well maybe not hiding, but just watching over me at a different spot.
maybe to test if i would realise its different position tonight?
well mr. moon, i did
although the moon is just another big star which shines because it reflects light off the sun, it is our sun for the night.
everything in this universe is here for a reason, is important in their own way
nobody should ever doubt their existence
i am wrong to have said that sentence.
because at times, i have placed a question on my own existence.
but im thankful that i have thought it through all the times till now.

to me,
the moon holds a special meaning.
i treat the moon like my secret guardian angel
one that looks over me when im asleep

to me,
i always thought that for every single body,
there is always someone in this world that will be secretly looking after you
they will be wishing you would take notice of them one day
just one smile or a single acknowledgement would certainly make their day.

treat everyone around you with fairness and gratitude.
thats the least you can do.
cause you may never know. the next person you bump into might be the one that always hoped you would notice him/her.
before you start scolding loudly,
smile and say sorry. ask if they are okay,
cause you never really know what big an impact they might make in your life. and what impact you have made in their life.

okay back to my nls tut homework.
just an inspiration to blog.

2010-05-23T16:18:00.003+08:00

mabel, i want to SPECIALLY dedicate one song to you.
this shall be your funeral wake song too if i am ever one of the person helping you to plan and set up everything.
your coffin shall be beside the dirty drain infested with dengue mosquitoes and i shall convert the whole area booked for your funeral into a open dance floor.

thanks for being in my life. you really mean alot to me.
you sparked the inspirations in me to think of marvelous ways to blog and complain about you.
my brain hasn't worked in such a way since i graduated from secondary school.
seems to me the days of hating teachers to the core hasn't seen its end yet.
thats good news. this is how i push myself to the limits.
to the limits of expanding my glowing glossary of amazing words to talk about this kind of species.
thank you for being a part of my life.
have fun living.
and the world thanks you for wasting their valuable oxygen and resources. in supporting a despicable species like you
*BIG SMILE*

2010-05-21T10:39:00.001+08:00

anyways went to the doctor yesterday. missed FI lab.
doctor say if 5-6 days still got fever, must go see doctor again. coz might be dengue.
coz i fever 4 days already.
hahas when i reached tampines polyclinic, i told the guy there im having fever.
so he took my temperature.

he: WAH quite high eh
me: how high?
he: 38.8
me: okay~~
he: okay when the counters are open, go to counter 5. while waiting please sit on the right side.

then he gave me a mask.
so i sat there. after like 3 patients went for counter 5, i walked up and did all the registration things. she gave me the appt card and my queue number
went up to 2nd floor. waited until i feel asleep.
so my turn and i went into the room. super fast sia.
OH YA!!
doc: okay i am going to listen to your lungs now. err can you move your hair away?
me: oh HAHA . okayokay

LOL manz
HAha
then he say my fever went up again. within like half an hour. went up to 39.5
doc: i want you to stay at home for 2 days. if still having fever tomorrow, please see a doctor again. we may have to take a blood test to see whether is it dengue or not.
me: okay. so are we taking a blood test today?
doc: no. i wouldn't ask you to do one at this time though. okay. so this is the vessel and the platelets [which he wrote at plt LOL]
then he started describing me the level of platelets and blahblah like if he take now, it might still show at normal range.
blahblahblah
and i went to get my med.
i went back to the registration counter and asked where to drop my prescription
the lady pointed to me its at the other side.
so i went to drop my prescription, took med, "pay" and went to toilet HAHA
got this 2 girls taking their urine to test for pregnancy. lol
then walked to tamp inter.
when my bus finally came, i walk segyet one then crash into the railing and someone. then my whole face like red red one lor. HAHA i guess temp too high. HAHA
okay shall stop here. byes!!

2010-05-20T10:53:00.001+08:00

nobody likes to read emo posts yet everybody's writing them. contradicting huh.

2010-05-20T10:15:00.002+08:00

aww manz. no FI lab today..cannot eat -.-
going to see doctor after my tut.
my mother is getting so worried that i migh have h1n1.
coz fever like so many days have not subsided.
getting hotter in fact.
andand. people were like..."ehhhh go see doctor lah. why you still come school?"
hahas
im weird. coz the more sick i am, the more motivated i am to go to school HAHA
*sniff**sniff* something is seriously wrong with my phone.
this morning i was unable to receive or send any messages or calls.
until i restarted my phone.
then did all the calleralerts and messages come in.
SPAMMED MY PHONE.
rf called me 6 times. -.-
and many many others.
then my mum touch me last night. she say i am those kind of near scalding temperature.
!!!
this morning she say i also very hot. but true luh. coz my temp was like 38.9. she ask me what was my temp, i told her 38.4. oops
dun want her to worry what.
but suprisingly, im hungry.
as in i will have the appetite to eat!
yesterday i ate one big container of porridge! coz my dad ask what i wanted and i told him that.
blahblahblah. this is getting boring. thats all.
OH YA!!!
thankyou ain, for ur jacket when i was in flavours.
thankyou felicia, for your jacket when we were in psycho lecture and i was shivering like mad.
now now now. this may seem like i didnt bring jacket right? hahas you are wrong! lol i got bring!

kaykay. byebye

2010-05-19T16:41:00.000+08:00

so freaking cold and tired.
really, now i know how those bears and stuff like that feel when they are about to hibernate.
its freezing cold and here i am in shorts.
only got a pullover, my non-heat trapping/radiating bag and a sick brain to accompany me till 6pm.
oh my eyeballs hurt like shit.
cannot move to the sides. urghh
mad mad cold. i cant stand it!!
3rd day into fever. ate 3/4 panadols and 2 flu medicine.
doesnt seem to help.
HAHA
but hate it when every morning wake up with a dizzy brain.
its like something you can't control
shit i need to pee.
brb
i cant go pee. coz my stuffs are unattended for.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
fine..
i shall go toilet now and slack till psycho lec,
bye
signing off. 1732hr

2010-05-19T00:42:00.003+08:00

"hey there baby, thanks for saying i look cute when i smile. thanks for all the times you were understanding when im having moodswings. thanks for everything you have given to me. love you lots. by the way, you look cute in everything you do :)"

this was the love dedication i dedicated to ain over the radio. idk if they got read out anot. but in case they didn't. this is it.

2010-05-18T08:27:00.002+08:00

HELLO YITING!!!
hey, heard that you have fallen ill. take care okay. i know the feeling when you are sick. IT SUCKS. but nevertheless, take a lot of CARE!! pop a panadol before bed today okay. and please please, sleep early. love you!! get well soon! <333

love,
_____________________________________________________

this is so dumb. im writing a get-well-soon post for myself.
bye

2010-05-16T19:20:00.002+08:00

chicken backside. they never auto save and the sch internet just hang and poof. post gone grrr

2010-05-12T15:49:00.005+08:00

heyyo there mabel.
i feel like shitting now.
u wan have a free buffet?
free admission you know! you are like the number one on my VIP list.
VERY IMPORTANT PIG list

oh wow. suddenly realise all my form teachers from the moment i started schooling, dont like me.
or no.
maybe they simply want my attention. thats why they want to pick trouble with me. HAHA
ohhhhhh i welcome you with OPEN ARMS. no smell de.
lets see whether you want to deal with this problem between us professionally or teenager-ly
let me show you how things will go in each situation.

Situation 1: slightly Professionally way
me: hello cher. you were looking for us?
sm: ya. i want to talk to you about your behaviour during my lecture.
me: mm hmm
sm: i could see and hear the 3 of you talking and laughing so loudly. you dont seem to be paying attention or even paying respect to me
me: [in my head] you want me to burn joss-stick to u uh? pay what respect sia. [in real life] you see, in the first place, i dont think you are giving us the respect that we deserve. if you dont respect us in the first place, i find it very diffcult to respect you. at times, you just ignore our words. treated us like nothing. BIASNESS FILL EVERY FREAKING CELL OF YOURS. cannot excel in studies means what. disgrace to you uh. have you even tried to understand us? we did study okay. we did make an effort. unlike you, who didnt even make a single bullshit effort to know who we are. just judge us on the outside.
sm: [some bullshit crap that she thinks is the right thing]

UGRGHHHH she died in the end, lets move on to the teenager-ly way

Situatuin 2: Teenager-ly way
me: yo cher. you want see us uh?
sm: can you be more polite
me: cher, you looking for us uh?
sm: i call you all her to tok about you NISBEHAIOUAR [misbehaviour] in class.
me: hmmmm
sm: alot of tuetolial[tutorial] and lecchurers[lecturers] haf[have] been giwing[giving] me feedback about the few of euuw[you]. they said the few of euuw[you] have nok[not] been paying attention in their classes. geegerling[giggling] around and making noises. toterli [totally] dislespecting [disrespecting] them
me: yaya. cher. you see uh. they, ESPECIALLY you, never give us the respect that we deserve and yet you want us to respect you? TAN KUKU manz. you want to talk about this kind of thing you dont talk here. i dun feel the freedom of speech here. you want to settle this, we settle outside. you think you doctor blahblahblah big shot uh har? doctor only what. big deal.
sm: [fuming] YITING!! you are really being very rude to me.
me: i know uh
sm: i shall get the deputy director to speak to you now.
me: tok luh tok luh. ask him come here. we one-on-one tok. see who win. deputy director only what. big shot aso uh? and hor you this woman. i know you like my name alot. dun have to say so loud one okay. whatever it is, i dont like you and shit you. ask deputy director call me if he want to tok to me. i got no time to wait for all of you. shit you. bye
[walks off]

you see mabel, when it comes to dealing with students like me, you only have one ending, YOU WILL LOSE. oh so sad.
bye

2010-05-12T01:01:00.004+08:00

6may2010 thursday
hmm. no idea what happened. OH YA!!! had 20th anniversary rehearsal.
then forgot.

7may2010 friday
WOOHOO performance day
so excited!!
went to tec studio. was the last. everyone wore costumes and stuffs alr.
i faster faster chopchop change,
makeup all by myself!! hahas
seemed alright in mirror. but in pics one eye big one eye small-.- grrr
but moodswing, so din go for jam&hop. sry girls!!
went home, 8.49 slept all the way till next morning.
oh ya after performance,
went to booth to help out.
quanjin drew hotdog on the grass with a tree on my arm.
so ugly luh!! lol
faster erase.
then walk halfway,
someone smack my head. i thot who sia.
turn around,
johnathon smile at me and say hello
LOL
cute friends i have huh. LOL
bought the bracelet that i made myself.
went to eat techno with ain. food definitely will make me feel better HAHA
went home after that and slept. exhausted. mentally.

8may2010 saturday
woke up at around 6.30am
washed up and went to work.
went home after that. rested awhile. left for work again
and i forgot whatever that happened after that

9may2010 sunday
happy mother's day
didnt go to auntie's house today.
so it felt like sat with everyone at home

thats all i can remember for now.

2010-05-05T19:36:00.002+08:00

nuh uh.
im not gonna fall in love that easily again.
its just not worth it.
its the first time that i realised i dont have words to describe my feelings now.
why for commit myself to stress and more stress?
well, obviously i know there is alot more other than stress in a relationship.
but i really dont know how will i react if im ever in a relationship.

will i be the small loving woman?
or the unreasonable, immature girl who always wants attention?
will i be the one who doesnt give much in this relationship?
or the one who is constantly bugging my the other one?
will i be the one who wants to spend every single time with my one?
or the one who doesnt care about anything?

thousands and thousands of these questions go through my head every single time im thinking.
will i request for loads of unreasonable requests?
will i be too shy to show you my love?
will i be too aloof towards your love in hope that things wouldnt hurt that much if it ends in a bad way?
but instead, if you would ever read this, you would say its hurting you now.
but im really afraid of countless things.

honestly,
aiay. shall continue elsewhere.
byes.

2010-05-04T16:25:00.002+08:00

hey to the whole wide world...
my stupid modem is spoilt again.
so i cant msn or fb or anything.
it includes all internet access. so im so sorry if you cant contact me.
if you guys need anything,
pls msg or smth likedhat kay
its the 8_______ number.
so so so sorry for anything.
will update again once the modem is back on.
nownownow. how the hell am i going to do projects?
so now every break im gonna go comp lab and stuffs likedhat.
so at least i have some time to get away from technology once i reach home!!!
byebye
msg me peeps. sry on the inconvenience caused.

2010-04-30T09:31:00.002+08:00

update.
26april monday
forgot

27april tuesday
had commitee meeting.
left halfway.
had to get sticky presents at clarke quay
took bus there. set off at 8.21pm. 23 then 147. made it there successfully.
went to look for sticky shop.
so went down to the basement and was looking for the shop
suddenly
HAHAHAHA realised it was right behind us. being so fascinated, i took the sample and ate ALOT.
well, we were eating alot HAHA
then after a long while, grabbed the smiley rock 225g and paid for it.
asked the person how much to customize and minimum weight, $200 for 4kg
wow.
so before we left i asked if there was a receipt and he said oh. okay i print one for you now. had him busy pressing at the cash register for 10+ mins. so guilty luh. before we left, i grabbed another sticky. orange flavour. OHHH its nice lor. then he laugh at me. coz i keep eating HAHA
took bus back. 12 and 39, took over 1hour plus.
reached home at like 11pm WOAHHH
lol mum was like spamming my phone.
went home, wrapped the 2nd present and somehow....

28april wednesday
woke up on my bed.
bathed, made sure i had brought all the presents out and started my longlong journey
was carrying the box like some courier.
put my phone and wallet inside.
was late for school again.
sat outside lecture and started planning what to write on the card.
had lessons, and a break again.
wrote on the card and ate some stuffs.
at the end of the day, after psycho lec,
oh ya, i managed to swallow a flu med. hahas could feel it like going into the wrong tube LOL
so went to tamp slacked,
got the cake and went to paris.
met him, he was suprised, sent me home, reached home at like 1130 WOAH again.
as usual, mum spammed my phone.
and i got a surprise. my dad also gave me a call. shit
so was really freaking tired.
typed some of FI tut hwk, and,

29april thursday
csas was at library lvl 9 again
as usual, i was fb-ing
newater outing was after school.
went there for the 3rd time, no diff
watched the videos 3 times, no diff
all 3 times also sit on floor.
nono got diff!! this time got a truckload of ungentlemen.
they laid their big fat ass[no offence] on the chairs without offering the LADIES[us]
the seats. idiot sia
went back to school
met hilda and sanam at sar.
talked about the suprise that happened yesterday and they were like wooo wooo woooo
HAHAHAH
hilarious mans
so i helped them play the music while lying like a queen on the chairs there.
so 2nd time, i danced and this grp of ppl in another room was like staring at me..LOL
then i dancedancedancedance and moved away from their door. so malu luh HAHA

30april friday
late again. thats why im here blogging.
took 39,
ANDANDAND!! i realised many of my pri sch friends know rongfu aso haha
paris is so small LOL
wait at afghan. 8 came, spit out one passenger and zoomed past the bustop.
another 8 came like 10mins later, kiasu-ism kicked in again.
squeezed into the bus and stood for like freaking half an hour before reaching sch.
there was jam like everywhere. esp at safra there.
aiyo bus not moving at al for like 8 mins sia.
what the shit
met ain at bridge and proceeded to comp lab. here i am, freezing like a piece of ice cube. throat pain, muscle ache
i dun feel like going to dance today
i certainly will feel old today. haiya nvm
later after all the warm ups and stuff i think the adrenaline will kick in and WOAHHHH
HADIPPA
byebye

2010-04-29T09:53:00.004+08:00

planned a suprise, he was suprised. the end

2010-04-28T15:10:00.004+08:00

flu to the max...ARGHH
noth nostrils blocked, throat so freaking dry
and im groggy/drowsy?
LOL
natural sedative uh, my saliva LOL
hmm hopefully ltr wont fall asleep while waiting for him to come down
SO EXCITEDD
but i got a bad feeling smth bad is going to happen. oh nonono
wish me luck peeps.
HAHA hilda, i will update u too
see ya
ZOOOMMMM

2010-04-26T14:20:00.001+08:00

hellooooo
fb very very slow.
i smell of flavours.
later going to get sticky sweets. so excited!! hahas
hopefully everything will turn out right on wednesday!!
hmm what shall i blog about?
well, i dunnoe kay fine. end here first byebye

2010-04-22T09:50:00.002+08:00

heyyos peeps...
here, freezing in lvl 9 of sch library.
AHHH later got performance.
im nervous= i wan to shit now
and idk what the cher is toking about. ALAMAK i think everyone facebooking lor...HAHA
coldcoldcold.
im hungryyy
most of my classmates are like spamming FB hahahahahs cute eh they. HAHA
im marvelous at multitasking.
ppl spam my phone, fb, blog, listen to cher HAHAHAHA
im so smart.
i wan to shit
can the cher speak faster??? i need to gooooooooo
okay heck care...
BYEE
feli, this is no grandma story HAHA bye

2010-04-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

byebye old skin, hello new skin!!!
have fun admiring peeps.
gonna change the dp soon. hate it now.

2010-04-16T08:49:00.003+08:00

you say everyone will only show concern when they have time to think about it.
but do you know that there is someone who is here who is supposed to do many things that are due today just to type this and hopefully you would read?
i mean every single sentence that i say.
even the things that might have hurt you. but thats because im not aware of it
when i say you can come look for me whenever,
i really mean it
i dont mind picking up the phone at 3 or 4 am if you ever needed someone to chat with.
i may not have the ability to solve your problem
but at least i am here to let you know that you can share your burden with me.
lets combine forces to find ways to solve the problem then.
its better than working alone right?
i may not be able to understand every single problem that you have.
but if you are willing to talk about it with me. i will be most glad to listen
i wouldnt tell you i would never leave you.
because sometime in life, we will have to part ways.
but why not treasure everytime we spend together?
friends are selfish.
i agree to that.
because i am also selfish sometimes.
imagine this scenerio. there is an earthquake. you can save yourself. but your friend is still trapped under the rubbles. do you go back and save her or you save yourself first?
i would save myself first. not because i care more about my own life than my friend's. but because i have to let someone who can help, to know that my friend is trapped there. if i go back to save her, and the afterquake buries both of us? who will know that there are people being trapped here? i have to be selfish to save her. now do you get it?
i am selfish sometimes i confess. but i dont know. and i hope that you will tell me when im doing that. coz thats what friends are for right? i know this sounds cheesy. but thats the fact. pang guan zhe qin. outsiders knows best. its like if i have tomato ketchup on my face. without a mirror i wouldnt know its there. so im hoping that you would tell me when there is sauce on my face right.

i hope you get what im saying. no friends forever here, but friends to the max of what we can. cya soon :D

2010-04-10T00:52:00.003+08:00

updates

been visiting the dentist like nobody's business.
well i dun mind. coz my dentist is a nice guy HAHA he like so nerd. but very nice. keep saying sorry HAHA
then he scaling my teeth on my first visit that time
suddenly one part very pain. my leg shoot up and kicked the machine. so the lights went crooked HAHA

tues or wed...i forgot.
went to dentist agn. coz teeth cracked. longlonglong story
was on mrt, super duper hungry.
dream of nuggets.
then suddenly felt my body doing some weird actions.
woke up to me munching.....on nothing.
then after eating will feel thirsty right?
so i was happily sleeping when i heard this...
SLURPPPP miam miam miam miam
woke up.
asked audibly
: whats that sound?
guy beside me: err that was you shhhlurpppp - ing your saliva
me:[awake] OHHH thanks [malumalu]
the next moment , i was asleep again
met rt to eat yoghurt at dte.
SHIOKKKKK
went back to sch for cca
met zue at inter.
chatted with her on the bus
she practically laughed like mad at my nugget dream LOL
and went to advertise to everyone during cca HAHA

had camp on wed
met fun people!!
dk barat, malay dance, divo diva, teatro[this dane guy is freakin cute i tell you.]
during bbq on the first night,
each cca was to "perform" smth.
we did half of en uchimandai and half of haddipa
malay dancers joined in at haddipa
HAHA
so much fun.
during persentation at the 2nd day, when everyone was quiet
I BURPED.
yes. i burped. malu
and i was the only one who supported "the man" in one of the stories.
the only one who "HUH?? WHR GOT OPTION D?"
then realised there was and......MALU
shining start huh.
dragonboat was SUPERDUPERWUPER GREATTTTT
the dragon boaters splashed water at us like nobody's business...
one boat of another team splashed at us like WOAHHHHH
me: YOU DONT WEAR BRA IZZIT? I ONLY 2 IS TO 1 LEHH!! NEXT LIFE YOU WILL HAVE HEAVY MENSTRUAL FLOW AND MENSTRUAL CRAMP. YOU WILL GIVE BIRTH TO 30 KIDS.
lol...coz i only brought 1 bra and 2 underwear. and i was wearing that.
so obviously i had to get it as dry as possible right...HAHA
beena was luffing at me when i cursed that guy. LOL
took it out in the toilet and hand dryer it.
beena was luffing at me.
ended around 5plus.
walked to opp sch to buy some stuffs.
walked to inter bought icecream otw there. at the sports complex there.
ate and reached the inter.
so cont walking until this fashion there.
went in.
turn one round.
okay icecream done. can go queue for bus alr.
went home. unpacked everything.
so efficient right!!
normally i wud leave it there until my mother threaten me with smth then i go unpack it.
washed everything. well almost. aired the sleeping bag.
kept dozing off until night.

today. friday
messaged cca ppl to bring costumes back.
went cca.
wore bright yellow shirt, purple shorts and black tights.
nice combo right.
everyone was staring at me all the way on to sch.
who cares.
had fun.
MOST IMPORTANTLY.....
arvind[one of my dance instructors] commented that my dance was good!!!!
YEAH MANZ....
he like praised me a few times.
freakin shiok.
effort really pays off
maybe its the colours that gives me the mood and energy. HAHA YEAH
went for dinner with s,p,b lazy type out all the names
reached opp sch at 6+
went to chef's kenny coz got 20% discount for students.
ordered whatever we wanted.
[LONG HILARIOUS CONVO....shall update here again]
before paying...
me: got discount anot?
guy: err no. discount is from 12 to 5 only. sorry
me: HUHHH....pleaseeee????
begged for like 5mins plus.
he went in to ask another guy and....
WE GOT THE DISCOUNT!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i frreakin pro right?? HAHA
anyways... i said liver flavour instead of failure today...malu
went to prime supermarket. got 4 bottles of icelemontea[3] icepeachtea[1]
1.65 x 2 = [calculate yourself. i suck at maths] for 4 bottles
SO CHEAPPP....
i mean compared to its original price of 1.05 per bottle.. HAHA
so they were luffing at me like i kiasu auntie housewife likedhat.
brought them to watsons
to use TESTERS!!! hahas
then priya say i gonna have some kinda of skin prob coz i apply everything and anything on my hands HAHA
beena say the smells very nice HAHA
all 4 walked to inter.
bimbo-ed all the way from sports complex to inter.
did the bimbo air-side-kiss with priya HAHAHA i luffed like mad
this auntie looking at me. coz we did that like infront of her.
she was standing in another lane but beside my lane.
so i look at her
me: yes?
and she look away HAHAHA

and here i am...1.37am.
have to ~~sleep~~ bathe then sleep.
ltr working...
BYES!!!!

2010-04-04T00:33:00.003+08:00

i must go to the library some day!!! to enrich this little brain of mine.

kevin says (11:30 PM):
nice loh
i can know new friends again

SUPERYITING its that fuzzy fuzzy feeling again. says (11:30 PM):
HAHA
goodgood
make new friends alr cannot forget me uh...HAHA
u forget i whack you WAHAHAHAHA

kevin says (11:30 PM):
no loh
i didnt

kevin says (11:31 PM):
i wont forgot u d

SUPERYITING its that fuzzy fuzzy feeling again. says (11:31 PM):
haha good

kevin says (11:31 PM):
u so pretty sial

SUPERYITING its that fuzzy fuzzy feeling again. says (11:31 PM):
whr got? alamakkk

kevin says (11:32 PM):
lolx
got lah
(vomitting)

SUPERYITING its that fuzzy fuzzy feeling again. says (11:32 PM):
lollll
idiot HAHA

kevin says (11:32 PM):
lolx
kidding wif u lah
but u really not bad

SUPERYITING its that fuzzy fuzzy feeling again. says (11:32 PM):
LOL

SUPERYITING its that fuzzy fuzzy feeling again. says (11:33 PM):
is very very bad HAHA
i knoowww LOL

kevin says (11:33 PM):
no lah
juz abit noisy only
wa

SUPERYITING its that fuzzy fuzzy feeling again. says (11:33 PM):
HAHAHAHAH
shhhhhh LOL
really uh??

kevin says (11:33 PM):
erm....
yaya
quite energetic
lolx

SUPERYITING its that fuzzy fuzzy feeling again. says (11:33 PM):
i wan faint liao HAHA

am i really noisy? please gimme some feedback.

2010-04-03T23:15:00.012+08:00

tammi/ xiaopang
has offically ended her holiday and went back to jiamin's house
together with a new friend, tommi

i miss her...
i miss her when her fat butt gets stuck outside the chicken essence bottle and i have to push her inside.
i miss her when she shits in her food container and stares at me when i tell her not to do it again
i miss her when she would let her excess fats droop out of the cage when she squeezes at the small space btw her house and cage

shes at her best when shes showering HAHA
coz when she pee and shit during bathing, it doesnt matter HAHA

i miss tammi. i wonder if is she thinking about the same thing too HAHA

she can sleep anywhere and everywhere

the curious little one

muscle baby i call it

hahas chicken LOL and yeah. that was me trying to shampoo it up.

and she simply fell asleep in this pose for around 15 mins

exploring into the deep unknown. her butt simply got stuck when she first went in. i had to poke it in HAHA

byebye tammi. see ya soon

2010-04-03T12:14:00.002+08:00

cute rite?? HAHA or so i think LOL
this was what i ate in the wee hours of the morning.
hungry mah HAHA
mini pack of Nips.
the big pack is simply overwhelming.

and and, back to the long thought about problem.
should i buy a jacket?
or buy some jumping clay and mould some cars?
or customized sticky sweets?
the plan have already been mapped out.
the thing now is to engage help and get your present.

haiyoyo
so troublesome.
or can i just pretend to be MIA on that day?
its just your birthday...nothing much whad haiyoyo

2010-04-01T01:32:00.002+08:00

sometime in life we have to move on by ourself. move to a totally new environment, forge new relationships with new people. living by ourselves.

the time has come for me.
this must be a shock to everybody reading this.
it came as a shock to me too.
but i know this is all my fault.
of being tired of singapore's education system and everything.

i wonder how different will australia be from singapore.
same people with 2 eyes 1 nose 2 ears 1 mouth.
i will certainly miss everything here.
all my friends, all the food, all the chapalang shops and even those that i dislike.

i dont get it. why is goodbye so easy for some and so hard for me?
will my family miss me when im over there?
hopefully my uncle and his family dont abuse me.

i really am going to miss every single thing here.
i will miss the park we walked in.
i will miss the park connector we went crazy in
i will miss the spot the difference games we play in the arcade
i will miss the samples we kept going back for
i will miss the times we called ourselves lovers back and forth hor, lover.
i will miss the times we would stay back in school to study but ended up chatting
i will miss the times when we would put otah in out mouth and take silly pictures.

i shall stop here for now.

2010-03-28T01:52:00.006+08:00

its that time again.
dongdongdongdonggggg~~~~
update!! hahas

monday22mar2010
met rt and chapalang shopping at ws
from like 3 till nite..
amazing huh
bought some secret stuffs
AND A DOZEN PACKET OF PADS...HAHA
coz my mum said it was cheap.
HAHA
imagine. 12pkts seh
so i just pretended i had distorted menstrual cycles or excessive bleeding HAHA
then bought one 50c lollipop coz i wanted my point. so ex luh the lollipop grrr..LOL

tuesday23mar2010
stayed at home
HEHE

wednesday24mar2010
went to sch for cca
got tammi from jm
burped with her at the same time. total epic
and forgot everything else. HAHA

thursday25mar2010
went out with rt again...HAHA
coz i had loads of vouchers to use up.
ate at mad jack.
we were really mad there. or rather i was mad HAHA
saw hilda and called her she turned around and saw me HAHA
and started chatting like never ending.
then me and rt went to take bus to dte. coz raining haiyoyo.
ran to shelter after bus stop. nightmare. i tied up all my hair and used a piece of tissue paper to cover my hear. can you imagine? alamak.
dried ourselves in the toilet.
went to e!hub zone x arcade
got my nebo mip tapz card.
free whad. of course had to take lah!!!
had to take pic again sia...
alamak.
then the counter people keep luffing at me..haiyoyo.
and and i saw my cds fren...HAHA
amazing huh.
then he was like u live here uh?
me: ya in pasir ris
end of convo..HAHA
after everything was done,
played spot the diff first.
LOL
me and rt best of partners for that game lahhh HAHA
but the machine totally sucked..HAHA
went to shoot hoops WOOHOO i like...^^ hahas
but idk whether do i really like it. or coz he used to like it. AHH wadeva~
then tried to find toilet to wash hands. coz ball dirty mah
followed the sign. led us to the lift lobby weird....turned back around
walked one big circle. then realised the toilet was at the exit which we came out from the arcade...-.-
then went back in...played motorcycle.
hahas
rt dunno how to start moving..LOL nvm cannot luff coz i last time aso dunnoe so my fren teach me. now must teach her aso.
then i cam in 5th place.
she in 6th place...
i was like what-the-shitting the whole journey...and yeah obviously screaming aso HAHA
then played hit the dunnoe whad is that thing.
they got the tickets leh!! woohoo
i tried pulling out more.. and i think pulled out another one..HHA and i screamed coz i got a shock HAHA
then played the disc thingy...you know u have to like hit the disc into ur opponents that game
i won!! i 4 goals rt 2 goals..HAHA
i play until the disc flew out HAHA
then got tix aso!! woohoo
and i play the spongebob jackpot game...din win 100tix. but got 6tix.
so i tried pulling out more. fail.
then i was like shaking the machine and everything...directly in front of the cashier counter..HAHAHAHAHA
then we sat on this route 66 bus game.
doing nth HAHA then we say like watching movie HAHA
then went orchid bowl,
realised the voucher can use anywhr but e!hub
haiyoooo
went to the ntuc counter. randomly picked up a brochure. realised inside got alot of coupons!!
took like 4 brochures. forced rt to take some aso HAHA
went to fp. walked here and there. bought one chipster sour cream and onion.
walked back to ws.
ate at ananas cafe.
saw my mum. she din even see me HAHA
and awhile later. went home

friday26mar2010
went to sch for cca.
kept calling jm after my cca ended.
haiyo. then she finally msged me back say she slping at home. when we are supposed to meet HAHA communication breakdown HAHA
then nvm. called rf after that. he say he playing bball
so i really hungry like mad alr.
so went to tm with sanam.
initially wanted to have dinner there.
took the lipton milk tea agn. the woman looked at me. coz wed i went to take before HAHA
went to watsons as usual to get the cure sample.
my mum says im incorrigible..LOL
but saw this japanese fair.
went in to eat the samples of course..HAHA
ate squid, octopus[tastes reasonable. note. im not an octopus person] seaweed soup.
about full alr
went to precious thots. but sanam had to go at the last minute
so we went to buy the chicken cutlet and walked to the inter tgt before separating ways
and i went home
blahblahblah keys broke in the lock...grrr long story HAHA

saturday27mar2010
din plan on gg out today.
but rf asked me wan go out anot. so go out lor.
he met me at my bus stop there..
wanted to scare him but failed. and he called me stupid agn..-.-
then after crossing the road.
BUUUUUUUUUUU
strong gale of wind messed up my hair
me: walau!! my hair!!
rf: comb ur hair lah
me: oh ya...[searches for comb]SHITTT MY COMBB!!! i left it at home....:( super duper wuper sad.
called sharon to see if she wan play pool tgt anot. but call her like nv pick up.
rf: aiya. you call obviously she dun wan pick up lah. i call i call
rf: eh walau engaged...u calling uh?
me: ya. coz my phone faster and better
rf: okay lah challenge see whose phone better
me: okay ah..on uh 1,2,3
....
rf: WALAU!! engaged...
me: WAHAHAHAHAHA told u my phone better le
so went on like this for like 3 or 4 times..all i win HAHA
...
rf: eh sharon uh..wan come out play pool? ya. safra.
me: HELLOOOOO
rf: haha no luh. yiting with me. orh..okay lor then never mind. byebye
me: walau!! why she pick up ur call? not fair i aso wan her to pick up my call.
[dials her number]
me: eh...why she never pick up..EH WALAU EH..u bluff me
[both laughs hysterically]
walk over the "hill" at the road whr got trees wan.
then he go touch my head. I CHUA TIO
i thot bird land on me
i SCREAMED directly from my diaphragm. well if that ever contributes to sound.
rf: wahlau so loud for what? touch ur head only whad.
me: how i noe? i thot got thing land on me. tskkk walauuuu that person looking at me...malumalu [hide behind him.]
at the traffic light that time.
rf: i need to stand farfar from you. or not i will go deaf sooner or later.
at the opp side.
i tripped and shouted and....
everybody from the traffic light to the macdonalds to the superdog to the swensens were staring at me
alamak. malu to jurong seh.
took bus 15
all 3 of us sit diff seats HAHA
then heard this
fren: whr u noe this chabor[girl] de?
rf: same sch lor
fren: oh. her ringtone cute hor.
.....it was the eyebrow commercial song HAHA
alighted at cs.
went to arcade. i was amazed at this family shooting hoops. rf as usual..hahs driving cars. then after a while. went to the food junction or whateva..the green foodcourt. the outer area
down there awhile.
rf: see i good hor nv smoke.
alamak. self praise HAHA
left and went to the same bus stop to take bus to safra.
at the busstop. rf sat at the far left of the seat, i sat at the far right.
rf: wah here alot of space for kazhua to sit hor
me: ya..HAHA
then his fren go sit in the middle HAHAHA
168 came. boarded.
then this fat girl in front of us wah seh. i dun have anything against obese ppl or anything. but she was wear spag top and macro shorts
so in the bus i was standing with fren. then rf stand in front of me.
fren: wah seh. the girl so fat still wear until likedhat
me: she got meat to flash what.
fren: very ugly leh
me: ah ber dhen
blahblahblah
he disturb me.
go touch my head then pretend not he do one. HAHA my gosh are all my friends like this?? LOL
then he and rf gang up to disturb me sia..
say what the construction site is to build swimming pool. then i was wondering why build there. then the shape aso very weird lor
fren: wah seh i fart she aso breathe in
ALAMAK
aiyoyo tsktsktsk
then dunno what we tokin nxt. rf say he wan whack me. then his hands like hi 5 position. so i hi 5 him lor.
i think he almost fainted HAHA
alighted and went in to safra
fren: eh. rf ur boyfriend uh?
me: no. he like jiu let him be bah.
shhh HAHA totally throw face HAHA
then went to the billards there
realised we on the "waiting" list. got 7 or 8 more waiting infront of us sia.
so sat outside the sofa and waited.
so i was rotating my neck halfway,
rf's head appeared out of nowhere. i got a shock and screamed HAHA
then next his fren walk past me, in front of me
fren: boo
me: AHHHHHHH
then the both of them luff
so i left my wallet and phone on the seat and went to see whats inside the 2 rooms.
then the fren keep making alot of noise..HAHA like BOOO oih. dun open the door and stuffs LOL
then i went back.. HAHA couldnt find my phone.
then obviously is rf go take luh
so i like ask him to take it out.
then i knocked my head at the window like 2 times luh.
then i am like practically struggling to get my phone back. coz he tried to look at my pictures. i dun like it
after much fighting and him winning most of the time just by pulling my hand away,
i almost lost hope...
then i paused. he aso paused AND I POUNCED FOR MY PHONE...
haiyoyo
still fail. then i unconsciously used my last resort.
scream.
both of them chua tio
fren: aiya give her luh. she so noisy.
then me and rf pull pull pull...
PIAK
my lanyard "broke"
LOL well not exactly. mine is like metal stuffs interlocking. so bend back can alr.
then he fixed for me.
after some time, finally got my phone back. HAHAHAHA victory is mineeee
then his fren left
fren: ha nah. i go off first you pei ur cha bor.
aiyoyo why everyone call me chabor??
me: eh whr u going?
fren: tell u for whad?
me: haiya asking whad
fren: hehe. i going off first luh.
me: ohhh byebye^^
then he still wave to me HAHA
so after awhile,
we left to eat dinner.
walk until the stairs there, i saw this like hole with plant in it.
so i tiptoe to see what was inside.
then i cont walking that time rf luff at me. say i too short. anyhow.
then went to eat dinner. went to his grandma house to pass her smth. the grandma keep smiling at me.
then...he disturb me in the lift sia!!
shake the lift. then pretend not he do de.
then he was like passing me his energy to me thru my head.
mess up my hair luh alamak.
then i had this stupid idea again.
walk back to paris HAHA
so yeah. this time round he was the one leading.
at one block, we heard this woman karaoke-ing in the cc
with the gan dong tian gan dong di
so..HAHA
rf sang at the top of his voice. and we were srsly luffing like mad. so coincidental!!
after that walked past this bball court.
and he ran down a slope. aiyoyo he think we mountain climbing uh?
so i aso like ran down lor.
and crashed into a wall-.-
so we walked to this hdb block alr.
but need to cross one patch of grass to cross the road to the pcn.
at the grass patch there
me: can i dont cross?? look so scary
rf: aiya nth to scared of de. or not i carry you across luh
me: dun wan.
so we started of our arduous journey through grass and sand patches in the dark with scary trees looming around us.
anything...anything would trigger the alarm in me.
then why i was walking walking walking.
smth ran past me infront of me. or jump IDK!!!
i just noe i screamed the hell out
and i didnt wan to continue moving already HAHA
MALLLUUUUUUUU to the epic max
rf: aiyo. frog or lizard only whad. nth to scared of de. aiyoyo throw face sia. everybody[2guys] at the block looking at us lah!!
malumalumalu and i practically ran to the road. haha forgot to look out for cars until he told me there were some.
so made it to the pcn...FINALLY
ll
then he played this song for me. obviously singing along to it..HAHA
but super nice song. remind to ask him whats the song.
then got like alot of stretches that didnt have lights. i almost freaked out manz.
rf: eh i go home first uh. u slowly walk home
me: ehhh dont leh. i scared lah
rf: byebye[runs off]
me: alamak.[bopian aso run]
.....
rf: eheh you see this grp of ppl approaching? they coming to catch you wan.
me: harr...aiya nvm the catch me i will ask them catch you aso
rf: why?
me: coz at least not i kana caught alone whad. not so scary
rf: alamakk~
then the whole time he keep pressing down on my head.
MY HAIR!!! MY GROWTHHH!!
walked the lonnngggg bridge. super fun.
halfway on the bridge,
me: eh you wan go giant?
rf: u wan die izzit?
then on thecurvy curvy road halfway, we u turned. coz of some reasons.
then the most drama thing happened in the carpark
rf: eh got car.
me: ...[apparently deep in my thoughts]
rf: [pulls me onto the curb]
me: huh? eh whr are you? why u on the road?
then saw loads of cats. and i mean alot..they were like everywhr.
rf: look [points to a corner]
me: WHADDDD??? [starts getting paranoid all over agn.]
rf: cat only lah
me: walauuuu
...
me: eh got pill container on the floor leh. later ppl step and fall [kicks aside]
rf: wah u so nice wan uh
me: why got pill container? commit suicide uh? for whad? [left hand in the air]
rf: [hits]
me: AHHHHHHHHH shhhhhhh
aiyoyo. this kind of thing aso nice to play wan uh? sick....very sick
then winded up at my block again.
hahad din wan to go home yet so sat there and chatted
then when i went to find jojo,
he took my phone again-.-
aiyoyo another round of wrestling.
he grab until my whole hand red luh..then you noe whad he asked?
rf: eh ur hand okay anot?
AIYOYO faint liaos manz
then awhile later more i went in to the lift. ohohoh..this part freakin drama.
rf: byebye
me: [closes lift. opens door again. stuck my head out. okay he not there. close door]
DOOR OPENS
me: walau eh!!
then both laughed madly again. hahas irritating
then got one time i tried to scare him by following him around the lift "building"
follow until halfway i lost him sia. then confused, i turned around and there he was laughing at me. i should practice more. so next time can win him MUAHAHAHAHA
then when i finally got into the lift, i waited esp long for a family to board the lift with me. so he cannot play anymore. I WIN HAHAHA

finally its done. i should create one blog with uber long posts of my darkest secrets. HAHA yeah shall do that now. byebye

2010-03-12T11:11:00.008+08:00

mama mia!! so long never blog aso no one remind me...ah well nobody reads anyway LOL

8thmarch2010 [women's day]
initially planned to go out chapalang shopping with jm...
but then, hahas my stomach woke me up. ran to the toilet and SHITTED LIQUID
epic sia. like last time i food poisoning likedhat except this time no puking luh. heng
so spent like half an hour in toilet
i thought i was going to faint or smth likedhat but didnt.
came out and flopped on the bed, msged jm tell her i laosai liquid, cnt go out alr. then she replied say her eye swollen aso. i laugh. not coz her eye swollen coz we both sway sway smth happen HAHA so coincidental.
so layed on bed till around 2pm
woke up ate something. and went to shit again. so there was my day.

9thmarch2010
woke up early to get something from my kiwi. HAHA kiwi yeah hahas.i love my kiwi
then went home to bathe and as i was happily leaving the building to cross the road....
DANGDANGDANG~~~~
one flowerpot pppppppiiieeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww piak conk conk conk OUCHhhhhh
dropped on me
lucky is those kind of small pot. but with cactus. i felt something on DEJAVU!!!!
hahad totally random. nvm. as i was saying. i felt something on my head
touchtouch ouchouch wow i just realised ouch is touch without the "T" oh well.
then it rolled off my head and onto the floor.
if you think that was the end...uh uh~ not so fast
this idiot must have been watering the cactus before it dropped on me
coz there was wet soil = mud all over my clothes...
URGHHH
faster go home bathe again...grrr made me late lor

then finally reached..
alamak missed the 1040 slot. bopian bought the 12pm slot. then we roamed around and ended up at the kopitian. then nvmmmm
DJ THE WHOLE GANG THERE!!!
oh my mama...
HAHA
then that
ate smth.walked around and went for the movie
HAHA soooo many advertisements sia...then finally the movie started.
thenthen that zx hor. he keep trying to scare me. HAHA
initially i thot got smth touch my head sia. then turn out is him. CHEH hahas
tall ppl sure have long hands HAHA

then after movie came out and went to toys R us to play
then i was like playing this computer thingy
then 1 boyboy squat beside me. i say hi he dao me so nvm
then awhile later another came and i aso say hi he aso dao me
so after a while the mother ask them to leave alr
so before they left they say byebye to me sia..ALAMAK sooooo cute HAHA

so after reliving our childhood,
went for sakae buffet HAHA
tsk dunno who lor. keep ordering ordering ordering until too much HAHA
then we started to hide food in all sorts of places like under the plates HAHA
and we tried to look for covers too. shall not elaborate HAHA

then after that i had this stupid idea of walking back to pasir ris.
OOPS bug mistake hahas
then zx stomach not feeling well i think is eat le nv rest jiu start "exercising"
so i made him sit down at ws mac and went to buy med.
HAHA
antacid tablets and water
HAHA so nice rite me LOL
then later needed to go back home. coz you know what lor. nvm
sent him off to interchange and i went home

was totally knocked out after dinner.
slept on the master bedroom bed
until my dad came home and wanted to sleep alr i still sleeping there,
he i aso dunno why he was drinking carlsberg.
those in the glass bottle form
he go put the bottle at my leg my face my hand just to wake me up. SO COLD LUH!!
then i could groggly hear him and my mother luffing.
then i was like sleeping right at the edge of the bed and my dad sleeping with his legs crooked. HAHA
so late ri woke up and went back to my bed to sleep. aiyo. this story so short cut AHHH whaeva. it will take forever to finish the whole day HAHA

2010-03-04T03:40:00.005+08:00

please dont kill me...i just find these simply too entertaining..hahas

Jiamiiin: listen to my heartbeat_ i forgotten how it feels like says (11:50 PM):
wth sial
hahahahaha
then look at him and think of me
hahahaha!
no la
take out all ur sample

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:50 PM):
LOL!!

Jiamiiin: listen to my heartbeat_ i forgotten how it feels like says (11:50 PM):
den share with him
voucher coupns
HAHAHAH!

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:50 PM):
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

Jiamiiin: listen to my heartbeat_ i forgotten how it feels like says (11:50 PM):
cheap cheap vege!
HAHAHAHAHA!

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:51 PM):
rf ask why i luff so loud

Jiamiiin: listen to my heartbeat_ i forgotten how it feels like says (11:51 PM):
HAHAHA
my mother ask me to SHHHH!
hahahaha!

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:51 PM):
haha!!
i gg post on my blog haha!!!!

Jiamiiin: listen to my heartbeat_ i forgotten how it feels like says (11:52 PM):
hahaha
go ahead
i tagged u

lazy put colours so the followings will all be in the same colour..BLEAH. complain all you want I DONT CARE WAHAHAHAHA

2hiX10n9 says (9:59 PM):
haha i got one hamster before

SUPERYITING aarghhhh brain bursting.... says (9:59 PM):
then?

2hiX10n9 says (10:00 PM):
very ma fan
lol
then like dun like ppl to carry it
then will squeak lor zzz
but very cute la haha

SUPERYITING aarghhhh brain bursting.... says (10:01 PM):
LOL
HAHA
squeak then ask it shutup lor
HAHA

2hiX10n9 says (10:02 PM):
i like rabbit more
haha like can sense its expression
hamster like always same face
aiya errr

2hiX10n9 says (10:05 PM):
but fish i juz let it die...
cos fish is so robot
but i got one fish very clever de lor can see me one
everytime i walk pass then it will follow
haha

SUPERYITING aarghhhh brain bursting.... says (10:05 PM):
HAHA
cute seh
then died right HAHA

2hiX10n9 says (10:06 PM):
yeah idk y i give it eat wrong thing

SUPERYITING aarghhhh brain bursting.... says (10:06 PM):
huh?

2hiX10n9 says (10:06 PM):
i always catch insect to feed it

SUPERYITING aarghhhh brain bursting.... says (10:06 PM):
HAHAHAHHA

2hiX10n9 says (10:06 PM):
den one day i catch smthing like silverfish

SUPERYITING aarghhhh brain bursting.... says (10:06 PM):
lazy spend money buy food right HAHA

2hiX10n9 says (10:07 PM):
i throw inside it eat

SUPERYITING aarghhhh brain bursting.... says (10:07 PM):
SIA LAH

2hiX10n9 says (10:07 PM):
den next day die le sia
so guilty
LOL

SUPERYITING aarghhhh brain bursting.... says (10:07 PM):
OH MY GOSH
so epic!!
haha

2hiX10n9 says (10:08 PM):
LOL
im fascinated with diff kinds of fish in pri sch
like tiger fish

2hiX10n9 says (10:09 PM):
rat fish
colour fish
den all also buy
eat shit fish also lol
tiger fish scary sia will jump out of the tank one
den while im slping it jumped den plat plat plat one the floor till i woke up
den faster throw back tank haha

2hiX10n9 says (11:29 PM):
if this love, will last for eternity
set me on fire

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:30 PM):
lol...i help u get fire extinguisher.....wait for me!!!

2hiX10n9 says (11:30 PM):
LOL
i believe i believe in love

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:30 PM):
and that our love is true

2hiX10n9 says (11:30 PM):
hahahahahh bingo!

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:30 PM):
oh i believe i believe

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:31 PM):
lol
tata young i believe rite??
haha

2hiX10n9 says (11:31 PM):
yeah so pro mans!

2hiX10n9 says (11:32 PM):
WO YAO CANG XIA QU

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:32 PM):
huh?? lol

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:33 PM):
idk this haha!!

2hiX10n9 says (11:33 PM):
no la this is the game show
like they give u a song then ask u to fill in the blanks
or rather continue

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:34 PM):
lol

2hiX10n9 says (11:34 PM):
我要唱下去

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:34 PM):
hqaha

2hiX10n9 says (11:34 PM):
~.~

blahblahblah

2hiX10n9 says (11:41 PM):
lets cancel it

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:41 PM):
lol haha then qwhasd we do?

2hiX10n9 says (11:42 PM):
stay and rot hahahaha
see who rot faster

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:42 PM):
lol
confirm u...coz u got more surface area for rotting to occur lol

2hiX10n9 says (11:43 PM):
WALAO

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:43 PM):
lol

2hiX10n9 says (11:43 PM):
u so small very fast rot le lol!

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:43 PM):
bleah haha!!

2hiX10n9 says (11:43 PM):
den nth left hahaha

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:43 PM):
tsk...haha!!

2hiX10n9 says (11:43 PM):
you -----> .

2hiX10n9 says (11:44 PM):
me ------> OooooooooooooooooooO

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:44 PM):
haha!!!!!!!

2hiX10n9 says (11:44 PM):
heys u decide okies hehe
u wan to count sheep that day

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:44 PM):
i lazy think...

2hiX10n9 says (11:44 PM):
go find pigs

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (11:44 PM):
lol

2hiX10n9 says (11:44 PM):
or what also can

2hiX10n9 says (11:47 PM):
i dont know leh...
we go fly kite
fly fly fly ~
pluck grass
catch grasshopper

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:03 AM):
wah my index finger very pain sia

2hiX10n9 says (12:03 AM):
u dig too much nose?

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:03 AM):
siao

2hiX10n9 says (12:03 AM):
LOL

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:04 AM):
i accidentally poke a pencil in...the pencil drop...so i catch...then pah!! poke in

2hiX10n9 says (12:04 AM):
aiyoooooooooo careful lo

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:04 AM):
like the finger fatfat now haha!!

2hiX10n9 says (12:09 AM):
tot of lending games la
MY HOUSE HERE GOT CAT KEPT MEOWING NON STOP

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:09 AM):
HAHA

2hiX10n9 says (12:10 AM):
im surprised cat can meow so loud leh
very loud

2hiX10n9 says (12:13 AM):
its at my hse downstairs hahahaha i cant see
thats y i say can meow so loud lo

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:13 AM):
cheyyyy
haha

2hiX10n9 says (12:13 AM):
next time we try u at ground floor
u meow

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:13 AM):
my house here aso have....

2hiX10n9 says (12:13 AM):
then i hear got not
hahaha

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:13 AM):
will cat fight wan sia!!

2hiX10n9 says (12:13 AM):
LOL
cooooooool!

2hiX10n9 says (12:14 AM):
then the meow so funni type
mEEEooooWWWW

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:14 AM):
thenn meowmeow MEOWWWWWW!!!!

2hiX10n9 says (12:14 AM):
hahahaah then u should go see who won ma
or be the referee
:]

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:14 AM):
lol
ltr they scratch ,me haha

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:22 AM):
ehhhh.....gdfncrrt haha

2hiX10n9 says (12:22 AM):
gdfncrrt?
grandfathercritics?

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:23 AM):
my lanyard stuck in the tabl.....-.-

2hiX10n9 says (12:23 AM):
ahhh?

2hiX10n9 says (12:24 AM):
can pull out?

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:24 AM):
cannot...stuck haha!! epic sia

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:46 AM):
u got mosquito repellant?

2hiX10n9 says (12:47 AM):
i will buy one if we're planning to go ha ha ha ha
or just wear long pants

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (12:47 AM):
alamak
hot sia long pants...u wan me to melt with the polar bears ah...HAHA

2hiX10n9 says (12:48 AM):
hahaahahahaha

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:02 AM):
har...
dhvfuiseg,ibweak,f

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:04 AM):
dhvfuiseg,ib[WEAK],f
u typed a hidden meaning in your chunk of words n i've found it
he he he he he he

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:05 AM):
hek hek hek hek *evil laughter*

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:05 AM):
LOL
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *TIEWTIEWTIEW* attack u with laser beam

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:05 AM):
wells im ok with it ha ha ha ha ha

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:06 AM):
*shields myself with a yiting's super mirror*

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:06 AM):
LOL
whats that?? HAHA

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:06 AM):
it reflected the lazer beams back to you yea
ha ha ha ha ha ha

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:06 AM):
oh....

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:06 AM):
suhkahoinkahaud

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:07 AM):
when shoot back to me..i will absorb it and BECOME MORE POWERFUL!! WHAHAHAHAHA
suhkahOINKahaud
I FOUND IT!
!
Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:07 AM):
ah ah ah nah nah nah you'll VAPORIZED
YEAH BINGO BABE
1 point for yitings

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:08 AM):
i wunt vaporize....the bad ppl will never die
AHHHHH
IDIOT!!!

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:08 AM):
yea like the mojojojo

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:09 AM):
he he he :]
time: 1.09am
hypermode switched to "ON"

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:10 AM):
hey how do you know moooooo is bye in cow language?
then what is mooooo?
n moooo

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:10 AM):
coz i created that HAHA

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:11 AM):
n mooo
n moo

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:11 AM):
and mo

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:11 AM):
n mo

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:11 AM):
LOL

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:11 AM):
he he he he
yeas

SUPERYITING moooooo thats cow for bye says (1:11 AM):
u are goin to see this on my blog HAHA
SIA LAH
so many to put

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:11 AM):
ooo gosh
ha ha ha ha ha

Superbear to the rescue!!~ says (1:12 AM):
please change my name to protect the identity as the victim is only a minor

2010-03-01T01:22:00.002+08:00

ystd....nono yesteryesterday
was at my gugu's house
then my cousin say i look like SEC 2!!! woohoo HAHA
FREAKIN SHIOK MANZ

hahas
now for the kind of things you guys wud deem emo...

you said you missed me whenever im not on the phone with you
you said its been a long time since we chatted on the phone already. when it was just last week.
could i believe that?

so let the sunshine in, face it with a grin.

2010-02-26T20:54:00.002+08:00

ouch ouch ouch...just now too hiong, toes got blister....somemore is at the base of the foot. how to walk sia? LOL
BURP

2010-02-26T06:23:00.000+08:00

how i wished i cud sleep now and when i open my eyes, i have already passed all my maths

2010-02-26T05:14:00.001+08:00

i got a real bad feeling about my maths stats one this time.
a real bad one.
hopefully i pass
i dun wan to re enrol into another course.
shit maths

2010-02-24T06:02:00.002+08:00

hello!!!

updates.
a few days ago twisted my right wrist slightly while trying in vain to open the condensed milk container because i wanted to add it to my milo. then mum came to my rescue and tak. open alr -.-
sunday 21feb
went out studying with jm. ate at mac.
hahas obsessed with their chilli. pst i dont quite eat chilli they make me have SUPER LOOSE STOOLS aka laosai. then i ate like 5 the small saucers of chilli HAHA then still take over jm's chilli LOL coz she cudnt finish le. miracle hor LOL i ate like 1 mcchicken burger one sprite one and a half pack of fries(M) then no full feeling seh hahas dhen jm still ask me if i full alr anot. then i tell her no. HAHA
total regret mans...the next day, first sem paper, morning laosai 2 times HAHA

i woke up at 3+am just now to study fc...
i only studied 3 slides HAHA

2010-02-22T01:14:00.002+08:00

on 13feb2010, sat, knowing that i would be going back to the place where we first met,
makes my heart face and my blood boil altogether at the same time.
its been 3 years already.
i still have your stupid number in my phone.
still hoping you would still send me a sms like u used too.
but you never did
as i sat there just looking ahead.
my eyes fell on the seats where we used to sit when we first met.
memories starting flooding my mind all over again. all the love, all the pain, all the confusion and anger i felt then, came smacking at me right in the face again.
i shouldnt have gone there again. knowing it would only bring me pain once more. but i still went, hoping that perhaps by a miracle i could erase memories of you and replace it with the newer and better ones that i had accumulated with my friends.

but i realised i could not do it.
the only way that i could move on was to keep thinking of you and slowly put you away at the tiny corner of my heart. its tough, but i know i can do it.
you have hurt me. i had at many times thought of ways to make you pay back.
pay back for all the tears you made me shed.
the meals that you made me skipped.
the hopes that you made me harbour.
the emptiness that you made me felt.

ha,
and to think that you tried hitting on me again this year.
dream on. i am not the stupid one i used to be. i have learnt. to be smart when it comes to dealing with these kind of jerks like you. i will never forget the way i was unable to trust love or anyone ever again for so long because of you. do you even have any idea how great the impact you had on me? all the freaking empty promises you made to me. i am now wasting my memory space just even remembering them. somehow, i just cant erase them. its as if they are there to remind me not to trust another person's words so easily ever again.

making you pay back in such a way that you will suffer much more than what i felt all these time. to let you know that im not someone who lets you play with as and when you like. that im not all reliant on you. you only know too well that i am much more capable of dealing with you other than keeping mum about everything.
never once did i have my heart broken so deeply before. and because of that, i am resorting to these things. revenge. its just that easy to kick you out of this area of singapore and maybe others too just with that 1 phone call.
be glad that my friends do not know exactly what has been going on. they definitely wont take this lying down. you jerk
对负你这种人, 就需要用这种方式

but, whats the use of wasting my energy on you? is it even worth it? i chose not to make that call. so what if you are out of my residential zone?
does that repair the broken heart that i had for you?
does that undo all the wrongs that you did to me?
no it does not. so whats the use of going to the trouble to get my revenge? its just not worth it. for karma will get you back one day. i dont 100% believe in karma. but for you, i believe 200% in karma. it doesnt just stop at breaking my heart.

with this, im sure that i no longer have anymore lingering feelings for you. i cannot believe it that i am finally putting it down after so long. its never too late
hopefully now, 21st september and changi airport macdonalds will have a totally new meaning to it.

and heyhey ppl, those reading my blog.
im really not scary. its just for different kinds of people, there are different ways of handling them. you will know what im saying if you experience smth similar to my incident. and feels how i feel.

yadayadadoo
its the silent ones that you should be afraid of

2010-02-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

lol!!! haha cooled down alr...lol
was fine after half an hr or so...haha
HEHE^^

2010-02-20T17:43:00.001+08:00

I NEED TIME TO COOL DOWN

2010-02-20T17:05:00.002+08:00

wow...jiamin if you see this faster call me!!!!

so lucky seh me...monday i testing bmic. now my bmic notes with jiamin. how to study???

2010-02-20T12:29:00.003+08:00

LOVE/HATE LADY GAGA??
Situation 1: Before Lady Gaga became known
in msn convos, when typing "haha", i would miss the "H" key and hit the "G" key instead...so it would turn out to be gaga

Situation 2: After Lady Gaga was known by the mass public due to "Poker Face"
i would type still type gaga instead of haha sometimes. but in order not to give her free publicity, i would backspace and type haha instead.

now to the question of love or hate her.
love: shes helping me correct my own errors.
hate: i have to Go The Extra Mile Service[GEMS] [well the service here is redundant. ] to backspace and type haha. gaga and a space only requires me to hit 5 keys. but if i backspace and type haha and a space, it would take me 13 keys. that is an extra of 8 keys you know..so troublesome haiyo.
well right now you might be thinking why not i just watch where my fingers go? this shall be the ans to ur qn. : do you have the time to look where your fingers are going when you are FREAKIN excited to write about smth? no, right? hahas well if you do, i shall assume you are from a different planet where i am from. LOL

realised after so long, i finally blogged about something intellectual. well it is intellectual to me luh. hahas
and ystd my mum told me my hp bill amt. shocking
kaykay bye!!

yadayadadoo

2010-02-20T12:07:00.002+08:00

sometime during ystd, i drank the fruit tree fresh drink that time in the library, hahas when it was travelling into my stomach, there was some sounds made...LOL the drink-going-into-my-stomach sound HAHA then jm luff at me...LOL
after studying awhile, went to t1.
bought some really terrible tasting bread
let me quote one convo

me: hmm...5 only leh which one shud i give up?
jm: give up this luh..[pointed to me sugar pie]
me: har but look so nice leh
jm: aiya...soo-ger pie only. its just a soo-ger pie

then a few more rounds around the breads and stuffs,
we went to pay for our stuffs

cashier guy: you want to get another one? you only have 4
jm: err okay lor
[so she went to get another one. having a feeling that she will take the sooger pie, i watched where did she go...]
jm[looks at me and takes the just a soo-ger pie ]
jm and me: [AMPLIFIED LAUGHTER] HAHAHAHAHA

and there we were, laughing all the way up like 2 flights of escalators...HAHA

then in sch was the taxi incident too...shall not elaborate on that HAHA
hmm i sure have interesting friends...
ANDAND my stupid moisturizer no offer le. so ex sia...grrr sell cheaper will die ah? LOL

yadayadadoo

2010-02-19T02:35:00.003+08:00

my fren say this song is for me...HAHA

2010-02-19T02:23:00.002+08:00

SONGSSS!!!!!

this is a multi racial post...HAHA
ENJOY~~
Chinese song

Malay song

Hindi song
dont look at the vid...its stupid

English song
so sweet the tramp!!
but the song funniefunnie wan HAHA

HAHA nitenite!!

2010-02-19T01:26:00.004+08:00

this is going to be a VERRYYYY pictureful post HAHA

the back so cute rite!!

i never eat this before but i bought it for the bowl hugger thats inside HAHA

please do not say thats an apple...
coz its a toe-may-toe HAHA
tomato!! saw it today...errr ystd i meant 18feb when wf was choosing some random stuffs i was playing with the tomatoes...HAHA

*drum roll*

TADAH!!! presenting to you....Smiley the RollyAcrobat!!!
hahas
yeah. i was that bored..
the strap is my bag HAHA

doesnt this just motivate you to do maths? HAHA well, it does for me HAHA

yupps...i was that bored i put on 6 shirts altogether..HAHA

me and wangfei..HAHA
hilarious day manz...LOL
2 of us took like 10+ clothings and went into the same changing room, played inside for like 30++mins LOL
dhen i keep luffing very loud OOPS hahas
yeah...in this pic i teaching her how to remove the extra meat LOL

uh huh...this is how i eat onion rings..HAHA bite off the covering LOL
but this wan dunnoe why mushy mushy wan. so cnt really see HAHA

random i know...but the colour so cute mah...hor..HAHA
AND IT DOESNT SMELL
for those of you who say this pic smells,
you shud go and have ur brain checked...
i mean seriously HAHA

that very cute felicia took this on CNY show day without me knowing...HAHA!!! sexy hor...LOL

2010-02-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

Blog topic of the day: dont judge people without getting to know them first.

let me start off with, why the shit are u criticizing my friends for?
do you even noe them well enough to do that?
well, i cant say that i know them very well but at least i know them more than you do.
i believe you agree on that.
why do you have to keep criticizing on them? cant you sense my bushuang-ness? thats the reason why sometimes i just walk away. if i continued staying there, i cannot guarantee that nothing will happen
im pissed that you are judging people so easily. well i noe everybody does. but it does not have to be so harsh rite? so whad now? you think that by apologizing immediately after that comment is going to help anything? let me tell you this, it does not help at all.
put urself in my shoes. how would you feel if i said this about your friends to you?
i really regretted opening up about it to you. i really regretted it. i shudnt have. but its okay. its not going to happen again anyway.
now i understand why last time people didnt like you. you still havent changed. although i dont know whad are you like in the past, it doesnt matter to me. i have my eyes wide open to see everything.

from this,
i realised that it really is hard to find a real true friend. a true friend does not only laugh and joke about things all the time. but a real friend really sits down and be honest about things, not the harsh way. true friends need not need to be of the same character or personality as each other. but true friends are friends that accept each others personalities as they are.

lets hope that by blogging about this, i cant try to minimise the memory i have of you saying such hings about my friends. i keep mum because im still hoping you can wake up by urself without the help of others. you are still my friend.

2010-02-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

time for little kids to go sleep now...NITENITE!!

2010-02-16T00:17:00.004+08:00

it used to be like this.
im sorry, but i just cant forget the dumb pain i suffered

i dont want to ever say yes to anybody ever again
cause im afraid of getting hurt again in the end
i mean whats the meaning of being in pain all over again all by myself every time?
thankyou and i appreciate your patience with me all these while. but i think it will wind up being a no again.
for now, im willing to give it a little try

after such a long time, i still cant tell if are you just playing with me or are you really serious. guys are as confusing to girls as girls are as confusing to guys.
i just cant seem to get you.
忽冷忽热 is what i would describe you to be.

i had experienced my fair share of joy and sorrow from you
there are times that i would keep reminiscing[YES!! i can spell this] time to time again and smile stupidly to myself
but there are also times when you hurt my heart unknowingly. or is it that i was just being too sensitive? there are many many things that im dying to tell you. but everytime that im on the phone with you, i seem to forget them all again
there are some things that i like about you.
yet there are also things that im unhappy about you. but thats what attracts 2 people together right? i'll just have to accept them and you as you are.

could it be that im too dependent on guys that im making myself so vulnerable to everything? i should learn to love myself more.
andand people, this is not an emo post. im just typing out what im feeling at the moment. im so glad i blog. if i dont, i might just BABOOOMMMM off to infinity and beyond at the speed of light

theres always one thing i dont get it from people around me
how is it that they are able to love and hate someone so quickly and readily? i just cant do it. i know of a someone who thinks like me. im glad i know her. im also glad that i know im not alone.

love, i do hate you sometimes.
the way you make me waste my time thinking over and over about this and that,
the way you made me think so unrationally,
the way you made me fantasize about stupid things that will never happen to me,
the way you made me do things so illogically,
just to let me go return to square one with unnecessary cuts and bruises.

urghhh im just too indecisive

from these, i learnt that we are here for a goal and that is to change other people's lives

on the bright side of life,
you, not you.
made me smile from the deepest of my heart all over again just by thinking of all the sweet things you did for me all these while.
thankyou.
for being there for me.
for giving me encouragements whenever i needed them.
for pushing me to achieve more.
for opening up to me.
i cant tell how long this friendship will last. but im sure that i will work hard to treasure this friendship of a lifetime[and no thats not a typo error. i didnt mean to type for a lifetime]. never had i had a friend like you. thats what makes you special in my eyes. i dont care what the others think. but i want to be friends with you!!

the end

2010-02-14T00:59:00.003+08:00

I LOVE STUDS....lol
like those you find on vests, belts, bang and what nots
those kind of square shaped. normally bronze colour...
ooo they are so hot
hopefully ppl dont think of them and start wearing!!

anyway recently developed a liking for short tops.
like last time those kind of short short shirt HAHA
but im thinking of what to wear with them
hope ppl will never think of this short tee thing
so dun have lot of ppl wearing HAHA

2010-02-13T18:55:00.002+08:00

i have an inspiration to blog again.

given this scenerio:
you are freaking thirsty.
you arrive at a mama shop with 2 queues
one queue is for [inserts the drink u like here eg. coke[shorter to type]] another queue is for plain water

both quench your thirst but have different side effects.
coke: high in sugar, will cause you to have a sugar rush. it might have negative side effects like diabetics with excess consumption in the long run. but its enjoyable to have. exciting to drink too as you dont know whad you will have after the drink. but if you get it over yourself, you are left with a sticky residue, it does not taste nice when its warm
plain water: plain as it is, gives no extra calories, doesnt weigh down on your conscience no matter how much you drink it. has virtually no side effects well of cause unless you join a water drinking competition and end up with water intoxication lurhs. best still, it doesnt become sticky when it ends up on you. it help takes away heat and unwanted dirt along with it as it evaporates. it even taste nice when its warm
both queues are equally long and the drinks are priced equally.

which will you choose?
suddenly i have a selfish thought. can i have the plain water but tasting as sweet and as fun as the coke?
well i said im selfish already so this will never come true. tell me whads ur choice bah!!

2010-02-12T21:29:00.003+08:00

pretty side of life isnt always that pretty right?
ugly things do have their glam moments too right?
suit them or suit me? habits are hard to change

today at bus stop, theres this small boyboy he sit beside me
then he keep smelling me. the next thing i heard him saying was:
mama, xiangxiang (nice fragrance/smell)

OH MY GOSH hahas i was luffing manz
dhen the mum looked at me and said sry..im like nvm its okay obviously its okay lah hahas

2010-02-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

$56«·$44ɢɴι·$39тσ·$9υя·$36«·$7‹-·$46¤ says:
you tmr going back primary sch or coral mah?

SUPERYITING support the RARA girls.... says:
????
go back for whad?
eve of valentines?

·$56«·$44ɢɴι·$39тσ·$9υя·$36«·$7‹-·$46¤ says:
chinese new year celebration

SUPERYITING support the RARA girls.... says:
OHHH.....
wait im gonna put this up on my blog

2010-02-11T14:40:00.002+08:00

i was randomly hoping the lab air con to be freaking mad cold...
so i would carry around a bulk but uber comfy jacket around for nothing
and....
BUUUUUUUU....
temperature drops immediately

ah....
lol loads of ppl are complaining that my posts are very lengthy.
and i keep entering like type type and the next para HAHA then their eyes have to keep moving. quite tiring on the tendons of the eyes but i not used to typing like this leh. maybe i shud cut short.
NONO!!
from today onwards, i shall give a brief overview of my day and elaborate at the bottom. HAHA in colours. LOL yeah i shud HAHA

2010-02-10T09:57:00.002+08:00

hahas saw the curtain boy ystd when we were eating at design...
hahas
finally.
he didnt become another nameless friend of mine...
HAHA
okok...
have to go fc tut now...hahas
haven even finish the tut hwk...bleah whadev
haha
later going sengkang to buy some stuffs...
lol
hopefully it would be a fun and nice trip...
bye...
i need to pee..HAHA cya at nite!!
my fone vibrations are freaking loud and the lab air con is freakin cold...BRRR
HAHA

byebye

2010-02-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

yesss!!!!! finally...
i could talk to you in a friend way.
my heart did not race like it did whenever im on the phone with you
my face was not numb from all the smiling at the mere thought of chatting with you

i truly communicated with you as though you were another of my close friends.
it felt good in some way

that i could finally draw a conclusion to everything myself

thankyou too by the way.
i dont know if you did it on purpose or was simply to busy...

but either way i gave it a thorough thought to it.
i felt it was better this way
the time made me think of what i really wanted from this relationship
a true friend.

a true friend is sometimes indeed better than a boyfriend.
i really wish you can understand this.

for now,
i just cant accept the fact that mutual love is able to conquer everything.
it may seem like that to you.
but to me, tolerance, commitment, understanding, etc is essential for a lasting relationship

since im unsure of my ability to give u all this,
why shud i even begin to give this relationship a try in the first place?

this decision of mine may affect both of us greatly,
but soon you'll see
its so much better this way

true friends tend to be more honest in their opinions and stuffs as compared to boy-girl friends
well, at least thats what my opinion
i do not wish to force you to believe this.
but i just want to tell you
things arent that easy for me either

its hurts me to know you are hurt.

2010-02-10T00:28:00.001+08:00

ahhh i need motivation...
determination
perseverance
encouragement

2010-02-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

haix
yesterday had a terrible nite...
couldnt sleep at all.
thanks to my very cute fren ah...
and her very cute msg....

so was slping thruout bnf
and my fren's socio tut
but just woke up in nice to hear her present

dhen just now 9+ went to sleep and just woke up too...
to find that my eye and forehead kena kissed by mosquitoe...grrr
no wonder so itchy.tsk

2010-02-08T23:34:00.002+08:00

i think im sick...nono is i am sick
today was a free flow of mucus day
HAHA

today at bnf tut..
i zipped up my jacket...eerrrr thats not my jacket anyway
aiya lets just call it The Jacket

yeah yeah
i zipped up the jacket and pulled the hoodie over my head
then i crossed my arm and continued listening to the cher tok
dhen she looked at me and ask izzit very cold...
HAHA
i say ya
and she turned off the aircons HAHA

but at the end of the lesson she switched it on again...LOL
I LOVE THE JACKET!!
its like soft and smooth and fuzzy and everything nice!!
LOL

dhen its blue!! hahas
made of microfleece...WOOHOO
super duper uber wobbly comfy..HAHA
big somemore...hahas can hide inside
PEEK A BOO lol

tmr afternoon shall go engine play again..HAHA
coz will be waiting to crash my fren's tut again HAHA
at 4 leh...
so alot of time to play

so if you guys hear LOUD laughters, talking, screaming, scaring,
the world is not coming to an end...
most likely its just us...HAHA

AHH SHIT
here comes the mucus...
HAHA

eheh...shud i bring The Jacket to school tmr?
but the bag is going to be bulky...
not heavy lah...
but like bahbah [meaty meaty]

hmms...jump topic
lets see whad i ate today...coz i dun remember eating alot..HAHA

breakfast:
one hardboiled egg coz my dad bought like 30+eggs home the other day..LOL

lunch:
1 chicken lasagna

break:
1 scoop of mashed potato

dinner:
some chicken cutlet thingy
freakin small amount to be counted as dinner...shall call it a snack..HAHA

yeah thats all...

AHHH!!!
hahas
must thankyou the dumbdumb rf sia!! hahas
heng he ystd call me chatchat
or not i will totally forget to return my library bks which i have no idea why i borrowed them in the first place..HAHA

yeah so morning i went ws to return it...
on the way down,
i took the lift mah
so saw jasmine...
but cudnt chat as i was rushing for time...
LOL
dhen until first lvl...i came out and turned right and gostand, turn left HAHA
coz i gg inter mah..
dhen this auntie ask me whether the basement shops open alr anot...
i tell her haven but forgot to tell her ntuc open alr...haiya...LOL

blahblahblah
paid library fine at tampines regional library just now....
30c sia...

and then.....
i forgot alr...
byebye!!

2010-02-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

EEK!!! just now on my way home met this pervert!! my gosh...so freakin digusting!!
i was walking walking and i was at my lift there
then he like stand very close to me...
im like eh nv see him around before

then i move away he aso follow...
damn sicko sia he...
he was like smelling my hair and stuffs...
like can hear him SNIFF very freaking loudly

dhen it didnt stop there sia...
he was like
ahhhhhhhh after smelling...
OH MY SHIT...
so grosssssss BLEAH

dhen i turned around and shouted at him HAHA

i was like...

EH smell me for whad? cannot smell yourself ah. or izzit you too smelly you dont even wan to smell yourself??
gross manz u...
anyhow disturb people TSK

dhen just nice this auntie walk past
then she also help me scold him...HAHA

she said
you arh...dun wan face ah...
small girl also wan bully
go away lah
you dont go away i call police ah...

SHIOK MANZ....LOL
hahas
i think he dun dare come back here le...HAHA

oh my...why do i always bump into this kind of sickos??

2010-02-07T11:22:00.001+08:00

this is so touching lurhs...LOL
although its like the the standard of most korean stories

2010-02-07T00:27:00.002+08:00

AHAH...rmb le...
lol
i think is wed...
i was on the bus back home
then i was seriously tired so my head was majorly bobbing around...
and PAMMM
landed on smth to my left
but i din bother to find out whad was it...
so slept ever so happily
suddenly

"why so comfortable wan ah?" i thought o myself
looked up
realised there was a face there...
LOL
i totally slept on someone for goodness how long HAHA
then i was like...

"sorrysorry" andwent back to sleep
he was like very nice lor..HAHA let me sleep..HAHA

end of kukumalu story...

2010-02-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

i forgot whad to type le...HAHA

tsk...anyway shall set my alarm clock now and wake up early tmr to you know whad..HAHA

2010-02-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

i love Sugarloaf's Mudslide cookie...
do you?

2010-02-05T22:45:00.002+08:00

hey world...
im here to tell you stuffs about maths you never knew...
or maybe stuffs i thought you never knew...

M.A.T.H.S.
Mentally Affected Teachers Harassing Students

now it all makes sense right..

2010-02-05T12:16:00.002+08:00

hehe haha hoho
just now passed some thingy???
to my brother's friend's brother
hahas
fm ain and i were sitting at the area in front of the library.
then
i was wondering when will the person come
dhen ain was like saying a guy keep looking at me

dhen i was wondering maybe its him
hahas
dhen a LONGGGGGG and funny while later,
decided to call him.
budden dun wan waste $$ hahs
so i so very thick skin-ly went up to him
he was like

he: are you (&%&&$*&* sister?? [i couldnt hear the (&%&&$*&* ]
me: are you zhang chuan's brother?
he: ah ya ya...
me: nah this one for you
he: oh what is it?
me: it is........aiya i dunnoe HAHA
he: oh...okay thanksthanks
me: welcome

and we went off luffing like mad all the way back into ASC HAHA

heyhey...check out my new fb dp...HAHA
dinosaur..GRAHHHHH hahas

2010-02-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

UPDATES!!! hahas

update 1:
ystd on the bus back home,
fell asleep on somewan...
kukumalu again...HAHAs
but his shoulders very shiok..HAHA

update 2:
lanyard spoiling...need to get a new one

update 3:
desperately in need of Vday ideas

update 4:
mirrors reflect what people see about you. not what you really are inside

update 5:
i looked really cool in lab today

update 6:
i just bought some kinderbueno
hurry msg me "yiting!!! you are so cute" and the reason why, now to receive it!!!
WHILE STOCKS LAST

2010-02-03T19:52:00.002+08:00

dear people...
i kukumalu-ed today again...LOL

was at engine concourse...
dont ask me why im there again but im there..
haha
no larh actually i going to crash fren's tut again...
hahas
so she had jap roleplay
and she was supposed to meet her members at the concourse and rehearse...
dhen when they were rehearsing,
i wanted to call wangfei mah...
so i like shift my butt off the chair...
like to the back mah...
coz they practicing...dun wan to disturb
who knew i overshot and
WHAMMMM
slide off...HAHA
i shouted sia...LOL
heng jm and fm holding on to me sia...
but amazing thing is that...
not at all pain leh..
confused.
hahas
maybe is my butt too much flesh..HAHA
so my butt was like on the floor and my legs were in the air..
hahas
even more malu is
my left shoe dropping out hahas
so faster swerve to the left and i was like cover my head in my hands lah...
so malu!!!
lol
i think alot of ppl looking at me lor...
ALAMAk...hahas

yeah...hahas
today,
wanted to go sch at 9am to do my csas.
but hahas
dunno what i doin, 8.30 dhen left home..HAHA
dhen sat on bus started doing csas.
do until halfway fell asleep...
my pencil roll until very far away...HAHA
very malu again... -.-
dhen reached sch, went to lab
did csas the qn 1 within 20 mins..hahas
cher said dont do the nite before...
i nv ah...
i do on the day itself...HAHA
very far i finished it alr..hahs
then the break after fc tut
i finished the qn 2 HAHA

then csas the practical test,
we were doing the test that time...
coz we too still...LOL
then the sensor did not sense any movement...
so the aircon and lights went off...HAHA
cher say coz nomovement...
then i was like waving around randomly and the lights went back on...HAHA

2010-02-03T00:23:00.002+08:00

smth super malu kukumalu on thursday 28jan2010
was on of the malu-est day of my life so far...

as usual...i dashed onto the 15 bus
coz i carrying all the costumes, holding my wallet and stuffs

so like kalangkabok got on the bus and started shoving my wallet intot he costume that bag le
dhen is like those kind of old sbs bus

dhen i saw got one more double seater empty...
then the others all got ppl occupy le.
i mean still got double seater empty why go squeeze with other ppl rite...HAHA

so i saw got one more
then i faster go walk there...
sat down...
dhen i look infront why got empty seat wan?
dhen realised the chair feel different.

stood up immediately and realised i was sitting on a guy...
HAHAHA
dhen very kukumalu lor...
faster apologize and i sat in front in the correctchair this time...

i think the guy chua tio...
hahas
must be thinking why this girl come and sit on me...

lol..laugh all you want...haha im prepared for it...
finally type finish
1.36am

2010-02-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

today zhixiong is freaking NOT annoying that I CANT FINISH MY REPORT

2010-02-02T02:57:00.001+08:00

PUBLIC APOLOGY

iamfeliciaaa♥ says:
oooooooooooooooooooooooh, okay
idk,
:/
hey Sweetheart,
you there ?
wakey wakey !

iamfeliciaaa♥ just sent you a nudge.

iamfeliciaaa♥ says:
sorry t disturb, pls continue your beauty slp, loveyou.

lol...my gosh...this happened when i was sitting at the computer dreaming about gummy bears...HAHA oops...sorry!! haha

2010-02-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

today was a roller coaster day

morning woke up at 6.40+ i think and morning message someone..HAHA
i win!! woohoo HAHA lol
dhen packed my file and stuffs...

8 likedhat went to bathe
8.30 came out
dilly dally dilly dally
until like 9.25 dhen left home...

hahas took 81 to somewhr near whitesands and walked into the interchange
15 came in a short while...
coz the uncle know i taking this bus so he drive faster FOR ME...HAHA

dhen sat down...and the sms started flooding in...
one after another HAHA

oh ya..wanted to listen to songs...but too busy msging
dhen this girl sitting beside me the earpiece sooooo loud i can hear whad she listening...
no you hang up - shayne ward
nothing but your t shirt on
smack that
and many many more...lucky is i like wan...so i like shift to hear more lor...
dhen suddenly realised i sit too close to her dhen i move back...
KUKUMALU!! hahas

dhen i nth to do i looking around that time
suddenly this guy sitting opposite me was like staring at me...
my gosh whads wrong with him...

so i finally got a break from msg
so i look around again...
update myself on the surroundings
the guy still looking at me...
my hair messy meh?
no leh
cud it be my pimple?
no leh i look down how ppl see sia.

dhen another time break again
this time even worse...
he smile at me...
then i thot maybe i know him but forgot him
so i smile back lor
dhen i keep thinking...i dun think i know him lor...
my gosh
dhen realised i smiled at a total stranger...HAHA

dhen one friend got on the same bus as me...HAHA
coz i just got to know him...dhen dun remember his face...LOL
dhen at the tp bus stop i went down that time
jm msg me ask me wait for her...
so i stand at the pillar lor...
hahas
dhen zhixiong suddenly appear beside me...
i chua tio sia..HAHA

dhen oops oops
hahas
lol..paiseh wor!! hahas
shhh
he thot i waiting for him..hahas
until...
when he ask me whether i waiting for fren is it
dhen i say ya...
HAHA oops...

lol..dhen went to lec...
me and jm keep toking then this woman infront complain us...-.- so lame lor she HAHA
dhen went for maths lec...
copied blindly..HAHA

ahah!!
break...hahas
bought chicken rice..but when i sit down that time...
total no appetite sia
poked the chicken here and there...
at the chicken but sadly didnt touch the rice...

went for bmic lec...
hahas wf keep hiccupping...then the whole bunch of us keep laughing...HAHA
coz outside the concourse before we came in,
fm boo-ed me...
i screamed. the cher open the staffroom door and stared at me...
jm's fren shake head at us...
so as we were clearing the scene,
jm stepped on the back of my slippers...hahas
i tripped and then i shouted agn...

at that moment of time i realised how lucky i was to have long hair...
and how unlucky i was in wearing smth so bright...LOL

was released early
sat at concourse...
played with vending machine
i dong 2 10c and pressed coin return hoping one 20c will drop out.
nth happen -.-
i started changing all songs the lyrics to commemorate my 20c haha
dhen fm treat me ice mocha!! hahas thnks!
bnf tut was screwed by cher
she ask me qn...
i look at her i luff
coz i got no idea whad she wan me to say

dhen slacked at flavours awhile,
accompanied wf to her cds...econs
hahas
i slept inside...
came out, me wf jm took 69 to inter,
wf halfway go off ler..
hahas
dhen mutual agreement me and jm walk walk abit
dhen coz that time quanjin say he wan the choc...
so i went watson buy again lor...
honoured hor you...tua pai...HAHA
yeah...dhen pee
oh ya...we went body shop...hahas
coz got the Vday special...
LOve etc.
so we were looking thru
jm spray this perfume thingy on my hand. actually she wanted to spray on the bkmark but missed...fail..hahas
dhen she squeeze this cream too much she smear on my hand...
too much HAHA
dhen the perfume and the cream mix tgt the smell very nice sia..HAHA

like how i used to concoct my own smells of shower foam in the toilet when i was young, using stuffs like shampoo, facial wash, bar soap, shower foam LOL...

yeah...so after we bought out stuffs,
went to inter...i saw my bus...
dhen i was like faster faster say bye
and i ran for my life after the bus!!
hahas
jm msg me say i look very unglam like running after money..HAHA
then i told her if i running after money i will run faster..hahas
then i aso ask her whether i look like highlighter that just run past anot...HAHA

so made it home.
stood all the way larh..haha but nvm...LOL
dhen on comp
and went out of the rm for dinner...
kway teow smth....
finally had appetite...but i asked my mum to finish half of it....
so im like very hungry now...HAHA
yeah...

i keep sleeping and waking while i type this post...thats why took so long..HAHA
okay...see ya earthlings again at the next sunrise!!
byebye!! hahas
2.37am tuesday2/2/2010

2010-02-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

LOL...
realised smth stupid...

ppl living in pasir ris either dont have sex or dont practice safe sex...

coz out of curiosity,
on sat i went to shop n save...
saw this very interesting pack of thing...
pick it up and realised it was a pack of condoms
HAHA
freakin dusty mans...
like they never even changed the stock coz no one bothered to buy them...

and thus my conclusion about the people living in pasir ris...HAHA

2010-02-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

2hI X1on9 says:
if u ever need me juz sms me im juz a sms away LOL
im a very kind friend muahahahaha

yitingyiting|gnitiygnitiy many things are going through my head....busy busy brain!! says:
ahhh...so interesting!! hahas just a sms away..HAHA

awwws....so sweet hahas!!

2010-01-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

im trying my hardest to find you.
you were the last thing i thought of last night before i fell asleep
and you were the first thing i thought of this morning when i woke up.

please please let me find you.

i dun even know your name
i want to know you...

2010-01-29T09:38:00.002+08:00

URGHHH
wonderful way to start my day
at 3am
she woke up specially to scold me

i really find nth to talk to her about.
grrr

this morning continued her session again
isnt she tired?
i know whad you are feeling but its really unnecessary.

was smothered again on the bus
this freakin cheena bus drive anyhow brake and speed
i was holding a heavy bag for goodness sake

the freakin maths stat 2 test ltr at 10 i also haven study

af you see okae
is really going to shoot out of my mouth sooner or later.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit

CURLY POO

shit you.

2010-01-25T15:13:00.002+08:00

andand to sharon...
dunnoe if you will see this.
but just want you to know im here for you okay...
feel free to call me up and chat anytime!!

so long nv blog ler...
first post so sad wan....
cannot okay

blogs are meant to record your daily happenenings
sad and happy.
cannot everytime sad wan okay.

hahas
takecare!!

looking forward to our next meeting
HIGH PITCH VOLUMES